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§ha§ha ƒuиky §hake™ ([info]zellywellywoowo) wrote,
@ 2008-01-24 04:12:00


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Current mood: lonely

I am terribly sorry guys...
I am flooding this site with entries today. I will give it a rest tomorrow I promise but I just had my biggest fears confirmed just now.... I really feel like nothing I want will ever come my way. I will never be with anyone I want to be with and i am not destined to be happy.

I feel like a worthless piece of shit. Im upset, sad, depressed and confused.


Do you know how bad it hurts to love someone and have to keep it to yourself?

You can't tell that person you love them because it will ruin EVERYTHING they have going for them and it will possibly ruin your relationship with that person. Then when they tell you they love someone else you feel your heart being ripped out of your chest only they have no idea they are ripping you apart as they tell you cuz you have kept it a fucking secret so that they could be happy with that person....

I should have known it was too good to be true.

I want to die.

That's all I want....


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[info]half_pain
2008-01-25 03:05 pm UTC (link)
Then only thing I can tell you is try to come to terms with it. There is no point continuing to be hung up on someone you can not have. It does hurt, it probably feels like your very soul is being ripped out, right? Relax, do what is best for you. Perhaps get away from the person for a little while and just take some time to think seriously about you, him and the situation.

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[info]zellywellywoowo
2008-01-25 09:20 pm UTC (link)
Ok here is what happened. i told myself this is the reality of the situtation and there is nothing i can do about it but go with it and be supportive and let him do what he wants cuz i really do love him to the point where i only want him to be happy and whatever makes him happy will be best. So i let it go. I am fine. Thanks for your advice :)

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