Current mood:

stressed

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Is it bad or wrong to feel a little down because you really want to see someone though you hogged up their time for days on end recently? Is it bad to want more time? UGH i know what it is...its because i havent been this happy in years and i finally meet someone worth my time and worth talking to. Someone who i didnt meet at a bar or club. Someone who is gentle, sweet, kind, considerate, interesting. when you have good feelings and are around someone who makes you feel happy and good about yourself it's natural to want more right?

I just need to tell myself that he likes me and that he will have time and he wont have time and I have to accept that tho i dont want to lol. Its just that i spend a lot of time at home by myself and most of my friends are far away or have kids and its hard to find someone to talk to these days and chill with. I like having a friend. i like being able to kiss that friend too. And hold his hand :)