Current mood:

determined

Smile like you mean it
I am trying so hard to think and be positive about everything that is happening right now in my life and I have a couple of good friends to thank for this. Everything happens for a reason afterall right?

So I am excited about this weekend. finally got paid and am no longer broke which si a huge relief but i WILL be after the hotel is paid for and i get back home Sunday :D hooray!...in any case....should be fun. They are having Beer Olympics after the wedding WTF how awesome is that? LMFAO i just dont wanna be on a team with Kyle's brothers altho for some reason i think they are good at those kinds of games haha.

I have some reasonable goals I am going to aim for. i realized I work....and when im home i do nothing so I might as well find another job or try to get more hours or something and work harder, get a raise or SOMETHING to achieve these goals because without goals I have nothing to live for im just living and working for nothing.... Well, wish me luck!