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okay well lets see, I have been talking to this guy names Nick, he's sweet, and we always laugh like nonstop it's amazing. He's 21 so he's older obviously, He's a mechanic at Toyota car dealership in Colerain, he lives in Colerain. He has his life pretty much on track and makes good money. . he's been there for 4years and next year he wants to move up and work at Lexus as a mechanic. He was engaged, but she was EVIL and like did all this shitty stuff to him, she cheated on him, and used him for his money. He spent all this money on her and spent all this money on this expensive ring and yada yada. So yeah, he had to get rid of his apartment so he could get back on track with his money situation so he moved back home, he has enough money to get his own place, but he wants to know he has MORE than enough so thats good. He has 3 fuckin cars? like seriously even if i did have money i wouldnt BUY three cars?? lol ohwell. . hhmm but yeah he's cool i like him just a little. We are suppose to chill this week, so we'll see how it goes. Well i hope, he like asked me on a date, so thats cute. And after the first day we hung out, he always calls me to just say Hi, and then he will call at like 1030 to say good night. I'm happy I'm able to laugh and enjoy myself with someone right now other than Jordan. However i still love him, and Nick understands that, and he still has feelings for his ex too which is understandable i mean he asked her to marry him and she said yes then cheated on him. uhg shitty. So i think we're both just looking for someone to have fun with and chill with, and we will see where it goes which is what we both said. So we'll see how our little date goes this week, if anyhting we will be friends (= Nicholas Young , aka Bumfuck lol oh goodness anyway... I've been sicker than a dog. I think it's KARMA bc Nick called me like two days ago and was like man i feel like shit and i laughed, and now i feel like shit.. peaceee |
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well i had a lot of fun today, besides exams. My english presentation omgsh *worst*...my face got BRIGHT RED and so did my CHEST! uhggg.... anyway after school i went out to lunch with Amber & Ashley. That was fun... dancing while old ppl watched us in the car next to us, and mexicans checking us out and blowing us kisses? mmm yummy. then we dropped Ash off and me and Amber came back to my house to watch the wee one (= while mom and greg went to the arinoff to see swinging todd uhg how rude. . . we drove to michael's (store) ha omgsh on the way back...i dont think i ever spent that much time laughing in my life. I love that girl all we do is laugh. then later katie came over and amber left and me and kt ordered food. then she left....and here i am... woooo it's so quiet when kayla's asleep and im the only one here...calming actually debating rathe ror not to go to school tomorrow or not...ehh idk |
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well I've never told anyone this, but Linsey really pissed me off today and it came out. She was saying how I was a bitch and that she hopes i have a nice life, and that i have fun fucking jordan and getting pregnant then see how nice my life is. Okay sorry but Jordan can't reproduce. yeah never told anyone this, and i feel sorry that i told her it jsut came out, and it makes me sad sometimes to think about it. Bc he was badly abused sexually and physically when he was younger my his uncle and it did some things to him. And like to think if i do end up marrying him, we can't have a kid of our own, thats why i always talk about how I want to adopt a kid from Africa. So she really pissed me off today when she said that to me, i need to talk to him about it i gues, but i know he'll want to run her over with his car or something, and thats not good cuz i dont want him to go to jail. uhggggggg stupid fucking bitch! goddddddddddd |
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So apparently my life is INSANE! So yeah i know i've been through a lot of crap in my life that most ppl haven't gone through and I've made mistakes but why and how does that effect your life? Yeah so Linz told me last night that she doesnt wanna be friends bc my life is insane and she can't HANDLE it? um okay thanks .... and i know this has something to do with Jordan. I know she's a lesbian and all is she jealous of jordan? I mean she always tells me how jordans not good for me. I'm sorry be he's the best thing that has happen to me..and obviously he really wants to be around bc who the fuck would do all the shit that he has for me.. uhggggg,.... idddkkkkkkkkkkkkk I just really don't have luck with girls. . . . bleH </3 |
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 so Kayla's bday is tomorrow she'll be two.! (= That pic is of her with her new computer toy thing we got her. Cuz we had a bday gathering for her saturday! she's too cute. I've taught her new words... she now says ROCK ON, PYSCHO MOMMY, and HEY TOOTLES! lol she's so freaking cute.. anyway enough bragging about how adorbale my niece/sister is bahaha. So friday was Linsey's bday she got her L's back! (= so we're back to our old mondays.. mm so excited!! (= hhmm anyway.... nothing much happen this weekend. bleH peace |