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January 26th, 2009

12:12 pm - Shoulda Known I gotta remember that banana cream pie yogurt will never taste as delicious as its pudding brethren. Yesterday (other than discovering that I am getting sick. Dammit), I was freaking out again about lots of stuff (Lisa knowing a good portion of what). I was talking to James about it and instead of him saying "I'm sorry" like he normally does, he told me that I'd get get through it, that I could do it, and that everything would be okay. It startled me. And then out of nowhere, get sent me songs that I had been wanting, but never asked him to get for me (or even hinted for him to find for me). When I told him thank you, he said, "Whatever makes you happy." I just...wasn't expecting it. I don't know what changed, exactly, but James really stepped up to the plate last night. I have never felt so comforted or felt secure by his words before. He made me feel like things WOULD be okay even though I've been doing nothing but stressin'. It's not that James hasn't ever been there for me before but, last night, it really hit home for me. I feel like he was acting like more of a good friend, a boyfriend. He felt like...well, a husband taking care of his wife. It's probably silly to think, but to me, that's what a husband should be doing for his wife when she's in a difficult position. And he completely played the role to a T. I really don't know what to say other than I absolutely love James. But I'm sure you all don't want to hear about sappy love stuff. *Laughs* No media-related stuff today. Since I'm feeling sick, I might take a nap. Right now I either have a really bad headache, or a fever. Not sure which but either way I'm sure a nap will help things a little. Current Mood: Thankful For Having James

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