No virgin ears here

I can't believe I'm admitting this, but I'm listening to Britney Spears. Just listening. I didn't download it. I'm just listening. You'd think that in, what, 10 years? her voice would've matured. But it sounds the same. It's just...surrounded by like, techno/pop.

But yeah...I'm uber bored. Waiting for Paul to come home. *pause* Where else would he be? He's with his boy toy, Buzz. Apparently, Buzz is incapable of doing anything without Paul tagging along. *rolls eyes*

OMG I wrote this back in HS for part of a story that I have yet to finish...
“Uh-uh.” I grinned. “You’re gonna have to catch me first.” I jumped up and ran to the bedroom. He chased after me. He caught up with me before I got there and pinned me against a wall, kissing me hungrily. His hands wandered my body. I bit his lip and walked backwards, pulling him into my room. We tumbled onto my unmade bed like a basket of laundry. Within seconds, we were both tearing each other’s clothes off like lions rip off meat from their prey.
I was on top, which meant I was in control. Good. That’s how I wanted it.

I'll get to rewriting it so y'all can read it, but....I had totally forgotten about that part. Like, in my brain, I'd been going through plot changes and crap cuz I'm completely revamping (not sure if that's the right word, but whatev) the story.

When I'm bored, I eat. Is that bad?

Talked to my brother Alex today. He's got a girl. They've been dating for 7 months. Her name is Sheila. He's a junior, she's a sophmore. They're going to prom on Saturday. I will live vicariously through him. At least, when it comes to school functions. Seeing as Ryan and I didn't go either year. *pout*

I know what people *cough Maggie cough* say about how I AM pretty and gorgeous and whatever, but I can't help pitying myself for the way I look. I hate it. I don't even look in the mirror lately before I leave cuz I hate what I see. No wonder Paul doesn't want to boink.

It was supposed to rain today. Severe wind and thunderstorms. *looks outside* Um, where? Cuz, dude, it's not raining. Wow. That was kind of a Hurley moment. (fellow LOST viewers should get that)

Yeah, so we wasted a shitload of gas going downtown today. We had to apply for Energy Assisstance today. We went to the wrong address. Apparently, there's two addresses that are the same, we just went to the wrong one. I was pissed. So now, we're gonna have to lick, yes, I said lick, the bottom of the gas tank to make it to his parents' on Monday.

Well, I'm gonna go and program the thingy to record LOST finale. If I can figger out how.

*tear* I'm excited and sad that the season is over. After tonight, I'll have to wait until...I forget when to see my Hurls again. I love him. He's been my fav since I first saw the show. And Sawyer's hot too. And Sayid. And Jin's kinda hot too...I like his hair.

~me