Ryvre York (timewarpagain) wrote,
@ 2009-02-21 03:24:00

[Sav and Brody]

Guys.

I think there's something wrong with me.

And Brody, I don't need a sarcastic comment about that, so don't even think about it unless you want to get punched in the face, man.

I feel like I keep...losing time, or something. I can't explain it, but it's freaking me out.

[/Sav and Brody]

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	Ry savybavyfopavy 2009-02-22 09:29 pm UTC (link)
	What do you mean you're losing time or something? Maybe you need to get a watch to keep yourself on schedule? <.<;; (Reply to this)(Thread)

Sav

timewarpagain
2009-02-22 09:52 pm UTC (link)

Me not having a watch isn't the problem.

I don't know it's like...I went into the back room the other day, to get a board for someone, and I had a headache so I kind of took a seat back there and put my head down, but when I looked back up at the clock, 3 hours had passed, and my Dad was banging on the door because you know it locks as soon as it's closed, and I still had the key. He said he had been trying to get my attention for a while, and thinks I fell asleep, but I know I didn't.

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	Ry savybavyfopavy 2009-02-22 10:07 pm UTC (link)
	... Wow. I'm not too smart when it comes to medical stuff, but could it be like something with epilepsy or something? Whatever it is that's really kinda weird. Has that ever happened before? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

Sav

timewarpagain
2009-02-22 10:14 pm UTC (link)

....epilepsy? Seriously?!

It's...been happening for a few months now, where I'd lose a few minutes every now and then, but I just figured I spaced out or something! It's never happened for 3 hours before. And, I mean, I've also noticed a sort of...delay, sometimes. Like, I feel like...everything stops moving for a split second, and then starts up again.

God, Sav, do you really think I have some sort of brain damage or something? This isn't normal. At all.

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Re: Sav

savybavyfopavy
2009-02-22 10:18 pm UTC (link)

I don't know! I'm just saying!

Once again I don't know much about medical stuff, but I don't really think that has anything to do with epilepsy or anything. Maybe all of that weed is finally catching up with you? Aha aha aha. ~~I mean but then again~~

If it is brain damage do you think it's contagious, but like with different outcomes in different people? No, that's silly. Nevermind.

We'll figure this out, Ry.

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	Sav timewarpagain 2009-02-22 10:26 pm UTC (link)
	...ha. ha. ha. You are hilarious. It's not from the pot. This doesn't happen because someone smoked too much weed. Maybe if it was laced or something, but I know none of it ever has been. Wait, whoa, no, you can't 'nevermnd' contagious brain damage. What's going on? Are you alrght? Yeah, I hope so. Maybe I should get an EEG or something. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

savybavyfopavy
2009-02-22 10:35 pm UTC (link)

I try, I really do. Well whatever it is, that's definitely not normal.

It's silly. It really is. Okay, just bare with me here, okay? I can tell what other people are feeling, like emotion wise. At least I think I can, or something. You remember when you were pissed at Brody for letting Broseph eat the rest of the pizza a few weeks back, yet stated that it was fine and Broseph's just a 'growing boy', I knew you were pissed even though you were sitting there laughing with your brother about it. And then like... you know how you all of the sudden didn't care about it any more or at least didn't think it was that big of a deal? Man, this is going to sound crazy, but I think I might have had something to do with that. I didn't want you to be mad at Brody, even though it was your right to be, and I just couldn't stop wishing that I wouldn't be getting that funky vibe from you... and then I wasn't. I told you, it's really silly. Your brain is blacking out and mine had just completely lost it.

You do that and I'm checking myself into the looney bin. Erg.

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Re: Ry

timewarpagain
2009-02-22 10:54 pm UTC (link)

Yeah, I know.

...you knew I was pissed?

And, alright, to clear that up, it wasn't even about the fact that he got the last of the pizza, but Brah gets sick everytime he eats dairy, and Brody isn't the one who has to clean up after him...so, yeah, I was kind of pissed, but...like you said, I didn't really say anything, because it was stupid and Brody'd just keep feeding him cheese and shit every time he came over just to piss me off. Brotherly love, right? And...I don't know, maybe it did have something to do with you, since you're one of a few people who can get me to stop being mad over something, but...you never told me you knew I was angry until now, so I don't know.

And if you're going to go to an asylum, you'd better find me a new roommate.

Sorry, I'm joking, I just don't know what to make of all this. Have you talked to anyone else about this whole...being able to sense emotion thing, or just me?

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savybavyfopavy
2009-02-23 02:28 am UTC (link)

Yeeeah.

You don't need to explain it to me. We've been though it a million times and I've tried to explain it to Brody to not give Brah dairy, but, well, you've known him your entire life. You know what it's like to try and get him to listen to reason. It wasn't just that one time, Ry. I can always tell exactly what mood you are in, or what state you are in emotionally, or whatever. Even if you are at the other end of the apartment not evne acknowledging me, and it's not just you... it's with everyone I come across.

Yeah, that'll be fun at the admitting part. "Yeah, me and my best friend want to voluntarily check ourselves in, he can stop time and I can influence peoples emotions." Should be waaay fun.

No, it's okay. I don't know what to make of it either. I mean stuff like this doesn't happen, or shouldn't, right? Negative, you are the only one I've told, I haven't even mentioned it to my brother.

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Sav

timewarpagain
2009-02-23 02:37 am UTC (link)

Yeah, it's like pulling teeth.

And...I'm not so sure if that's a good thing, or a bad thing, you being able to tell what kind of mood I'm in.

Ha, yeah, that'd be a trip. "Well, you two will fit right in. That guy over there can 'control the weather'. Sign here, here, and here."

Shit, man. I'm starting to think I should tell Bro that this entry was just a joke, because I'm not exactly sure what he's going to say if I tell him I've been blacking out for hours at a time. I mean, he's my bro, and at times he can be...brotherly and shit, but like you said this isn't normal, and he might think I'm losing my God damn mind. If that happens, I won't have to worry about admitting myself to a mental asylum, cause he'll do it for me.

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savybavyfopavy
2009-02-23 05:15 am UTC (link)

Pretty much.

Me either, but at least I can in theory change your mood. Wow, I am going crazy. Do you hear me? "Don't worry, I'm Super Savy here to destroy your despondence."

That's why I haven't mentioned it to Tim or Brody or anybody, not even you. I thought that if I told you about this that you'd just think I was crazy. Man, why do I have to lose my mind right around the time I might actually have a chance with a nice guy!? Have you talked to him about this yet?

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	Sav timewarpagain 2009-02-23 07:31 am UTC (link)
	Yeah. Ha, well, at least you're not skipping ahead three hours in a span of 30 seconds. Wait, have I talked to who about this yet? The guy you're seeing or Brody? The latter would make a hell of a lot more sense, but you were the one who brought up the other guy. (Reply to this)(Parent)

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