stfucompnerd (stfucompnerd) wrote,
@ 2011-07-17 10:41:00

Pleaaaaase.
It's the middle of July and it's pouring outside. What the fuck...

My negativity has kind of subsided.
Even when I'm at my most positive, I'm still negative.
I think it's impossible to be 100% positive, all the time.
You'd be insane. Or something.
'cuz life can't always be positive.

I need to stop letting stuff get to me though.
Especially Carlon and other life issues.
I'm stronger than that shit.
It's hard not to crumble though,
when everything else seems to be falling.

No one said this shit was easy.

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melohadalillamb
2011-07-19 03:28 pm UTC (link)

You're right.. Darkness and light are always present. You can view any situation through the positive aspects, or through the negative. Most of the time it's probably a little bit of both. Its really up to you how you work with the energies that surround you every day. Positive and negative are always around us. I was staring out my window when it was pouring thinking the same thing. But, on the plus side, the grass will stay green and the plants won't die. Yay for that :D
I've always thought of you as an independent strong headed woman, maybe what you could use is some personal space. Or a hobby that's yours. I know you like your freedom. And you're such a good artist you should do something with that. I bet you could make things and make money off it. You should illustrate a childrens book for caden :) that would be so cute.....

Keep your head up

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	stfucompnerd 2011-07-24 06:31 pm UTC (link)
	thanks giiiirl. you are so right about the positive and negative. and i do love our green and living Oregon. :] i was just thinking the other day about starting some children's books. too funny. i def need to start using some creativity. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	melohadalillamb 2011-07-25 04:13 am UTC (link)
	I know you'd be good at it. And you can do it from home :) I'm pretty sure childrens books are in high demand too. You should name the character caden. I wish I could make art as well as you and meg can. All I can do is daydream about what I wish I could make. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	stfucompnerd 2011-07-31 05:33 am UTC (link)
	haha, bull! i love your art, and have always admired your style. i don't think i've drawn in over a year, but i think we should both get back into it. it was such a good emotional release for us to just doodle for hours. & i might have to make two characters and name them "james" and "caden". i already know what the books will be about, but again.. day dreaming. haha. (Reply to this)(Parent)

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