Ronald Weasley (spidersbegone) wrote,
@ 2008-02-19 17:08:00

013. 11/11/97
You know how bloody great it is to be feeling better? Blasted cold lasted for like 5 days. Still dunno where the hell I got it but at least its gone now. No more staying in bed. I even managed to make it down to Hogsmeade this weekend for a bit. I would've been pretty damn pissed if I'd missed the entire Hogsmeade weekend because I was bloody sick.

PRIVATE TO HARRY
Ginny found out about the whole firewhiskey thing and has made me promise to save her some or at least let her join in next time. Apparently she outdrank Bill in the summer. Not sure if I believe that one but yeah.
END PRIVATE

PRIVATE TO SELF
I'm going bloody insane here. I don't know how much longer I can keep these feelings for her in. Seriously. After the ball, it's just getting really hard not to say anything. She looked so sodding gorgeous and all the dancing and walking and ARG. I have no idea what's going through her head. I have no idea how she feels. I don't even know if she had a good time with me at that sodding ball. Love's too damn complicated.
END PRIVATE

PRIVATE TO GINNY
Did Hermione happen to mention anything at all to you about if she had a good time at the ball or not? Anything?
END PRIVATE

Downside of being sick? (Well, besides the being sick part, naturally.) Missing tons of classes and having to catch up after. I'm drowning in mounds of homework. Stupid bloody essays. I reckon I'll be spending most of tonight catching up on homework and assignments. Oh joy.

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	Hexed Against Professors hjpotter 2008-02-20 03:34 am UTC (link)
	I'd love to say yes and have confidence in us? But clearly, the answer is no. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Hexed Against Professors spidersbegone 2008-02-20 03:44 am UTC (link)
	And Hermione knows it too. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Hexed Against Professors hjpotter 2008-02-20 03:57 am UTC (link)
	Knows it - and I think delights in it. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Hexed Against Professors spidersbegone 2008-02-20 04:00 am UTC (link)
	Probably. She did offer to help me catch up after being sick pretty quickly. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Hexed Against Professors hjpotter 2008-02-20 04:05 am UTC (link)
	And I suppose that has nothing to do with the fact that she fancies you. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Hexed Against Professors spidersbegone 2008-02-20 04:06 am UTC (link)
	'Course not because its not true. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Hexed Against Professors hjpotter 2008-02-20 04:08 am UTC (link)
	Oi are we going to play at being five and shout back, Yes she does, No she doesn't for half the day? She does. Believe in it, you must mate. I know you both as well as my own skin. I know that she fancies you and you her. I know it. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Hexed Against Professors spidersbegone 2008-02-20 04:11 am UTC (link)
	We sure as hell are because it's not bloody true! ~~If it were I wouldn't be so bloody depressed.~~ (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Hexed Against Professors hjpotter 2008-02-20 04:15 am UTC (link)
	Yes, it is you sodding git, will you face reason and not give in to your insecurities! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Harry (Pretend it was hexed private to them all along! OUR BAD) Hexed Against Professors spidersbegone 2008-02-20 04:19 am UTC (link)
	~~How do you know about my insecurities?~~ You don't know what its like to bloody love someone more than anything in the world and know, deep down, that if you tell them, you'll get laughed in the face and shot down! It fucking hurts, okay? I'm not taking that chance! I'd rather have Hermione as a friend than nothing at all. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

Harry (Pretend it was hexed private to them all along! OUR BAD) (Yes!) Hexed Against Professors

hjpotter
2008-02-20 04:27 am UTC (link)

Are you really trying to tell me that I don't know? Telling me. I was so bloody in love with your sister who was and is one of the most popular girls in the school, and she had a boyfriend and oh yes, she was the sister of my best mate and I was so terrified to make a move I couldn't see straight, but I couldn't deny it any more! You have to take a chance, take a risk, lay it out there because if you don't, it'll eat you alive! Why not you Ron, why not you!

Merlin, don't tell me I don't know because I do.

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	Ron/Harry (Pretend it was hexed private to them all along! OUR BAD) (Yes!) Hexed Against Professors spidersbegone 2008-02-20 04:30 am UTC (link)
	I-I just... I can't deal with it. I'm... I'm terrified she'll hate me. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ron/Harry Oh So Private hjpotter 2008-02-20 04:32 am UTC (link)
	Why would she hate you? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ron/Harry Oh So Private spidersbegone 2008-02-20 04:33 am UTC (link)
	Because admitting something like that and not having it returned can ruin a friendship. I just... I just don't want to lose her. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ron/Harry Oh So Private hjpotter 2008-02-20 04:39 am UTC (link)
	Oh mate. Yeah I get it. I just - I don't think that what you feel is only you. But even if it was, if you love her and it's getting bigger every day - Ron, having to keep that a secret, that's going to ruin your friendship too. You can do this. And no matter what: you know I'm right here, good or bad. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ron/Harry Oh So Private spidersbegone 2008-02-20 04:43 am UTC (link)
	I find it hard to believe that after the way I've... the git I've been to her over the years that she'd fancy me. I'm surprised she's still my friend. I was an idiot most of the time. I don't deserve her, I know I don't but I can't help it. I can't help that I fell in love with her. God, when did I become such a mush? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ron/Harry Oh So Private hjpotter 2008-02-20 04:47 am UTC (link)
	We've all been gits to each other. Me most of all. How many times did I scream at you two for no good reason, break things and go off on a huffy snit? You forgave me and I certainly didn't deserve it most of the time. We do it because we care about it each other, simple as that. I don't know. I blame Lavenderwavender. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ron/Harry Oh So Private spidersbegone 2008-02-20 04:49 am UTC (link)
	Yeah but you were entitled, I reckon. I'd've been worried if you didn't freak out a little once and a while with everything you had to put up with. We understood that. Oi, I was not mushy with Lavender. All those nicknames were one-sided and I destroyed that sodding necklace. All we ever did was snog. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ron/Harry Oh So Private hjpotter 2008-02-20 04:51 am UTC (link)
	No but I have to grow up now. I have responsibilities. I'm very ashamed for being such a prat the other week - since the match, I've been private again, but that's the fault of the injury and just feeling rotten. I need to be a grown up, I need to act like one. I'm fine. I really am. ~~Maybe if I say it enough, I'll believe it.~~ Mmm. Sure. Wonwon. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ron/Harry Oh So Private spidersbegone 2008-02-20 04:55 am UTC (link)
	Don't be ashamed, mate. S'no big deal, really. Git! Why does everyone bring up that sodding nickname. Bloody Lavender's marked me for life. I was not mushy back, I'll say that much! Was bloody embarrassed. ~~I'd only be mushy for Hermione.~~ (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ron/Harry Oh So Private hjpotter 2008-02-20 04:57 am UTC (link)
	Erm, the girl resting her head on my shoulder would like me to say: plungers assaulting themselves. We bring it up because you all tortured us with it for bloody ever. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ron/Harry Oh So Private spidersbegone 2008-02-20 05:01 am UTC (link)
	Oi, butt out, Ginny! Fine, fine... but didn't I already say that was a mistake? Must I pay for it for the rest of my life? Must you remind me? Half the time I didn't enjoy it. She wore this ruddy sticky stuff on her lips and it tasted horrid and felt gross... slimy and such. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ron/Harry Oh So Private hjpotter 2008-02-20 05:03 am UTC (link)
	Butt out Ginny? Hey we were here just ~~snogging~~ doing our homework, she's the reason why I picked up my journal, you shouldn't speak so sharply! Actually? Yes. Yes you must. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ron/Harry Oh So Private spidersbegone 2008-02-20 05:08 am UTC (link)
	I suppose it'll be held over my head for the rest of eternity? ~~Thanks a bloody lot Lavender.~~ There has to be something I can hold over your head. I've got to find something. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ron/Harry Oh So Private hjpotter 2008-02-20 05:11 am UTC (link)
	Oi don't stress out mate. Rita Skeeter did all of your dirty work with that new book she's writing on me. But then again, the whole world will know so you'll lose your blackmail. Lose lose mate! With that? I got a girl here who - after all of the whinging for me to pick up my journal - wants me to put it down. I'll see you later yeah? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

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