Ronald Weasley (spidersbegone) wrote,
@ 2008-02-19 17:08:00

013. 11/11/97
You know how bloody great it is to be feeling better? Blasted cold lasted for like 5 days. Still dunno where the hell I got it but at least its gone now. No more staying in bed. I even managed to make it down to Hogsmeade this weekend for a bit. I would've been pretty damn pissed if I'd missed the entire Hogsmeade weekend because I was bloody sick.

PRIVATE TO HARRY
Ginny found out about the whole firewhiskey thing and has made me promise to save her some or at least let her join in next time. Apparently she outdrank Bill in the summer. Not sure if I believe that one but yeah.
END PRIVATE

PRIVATE TO SELF
I'm going bloody insane here. I don't know how much longer I can keep these feelings for her in. Seriously. After the ball, it's just getting really hard not to say anything. She looked so sodding gorgeous and all the dancing and walking and ARG. I have no idea what's going through her head. I have no idea how she feels. I don't even know if she had a good time with me at that sodding ball. Love's too damn complicated.
END PRIVATE

PRIVATE TO GINNY
Did Hermione happen to mention anything at all to you about if she had a good time at the ball or not? Anything?
END PRIVATE

Downside of being sick? (Well, besides the being sick part, naturally.) Missing tons of classes and having to catch up after. I'm drowning in mounds of homework. Stupid bloody essays. I reckon I'll be spending most of tonight catching up on homework and assignments. Oh joy.

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	athenaspupil 2008-02-20 02:37 am UTC (link)
	At least you had the consolation of being able to attend Hogsmeade after being so sick, even if there is a lot of work you have to catchup on. (Reply to this)(Thread)

	spidersbegone 2008-02-20 02:39 am UTC (link)
	And I thank Merlin for that. You still up to helping me? I could really use it. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	athenaspupil 2008-02-20 02:46 am UTC (link)
	I don't have nearly as much time tonight, but I can help when I get back to the common room. If not, there is always tomorrow and Thursday, and you're perfectly capable of working on it by yourself and without my help. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	spidersbegone 2008-02-20 02:49 am UTC (link)
	I reckon I can manage alone tonight then. I've got quidditch practise tomorrow night so... Thursday seems like the only day. Thursday, then? Library? Or common room if that's better. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	athenaspupil 2008-02-20 02:51 am UTC (link)
	The location hardly matters to me. You're the one who needs it so you decide where would best suit you. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	spidersbegone 2008-02-20 03:00 am UTC (link)
	Common room works then. Cozier and all that. After dinner? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	athenaspupil 2008-02-20 03:01 am UTC (link)
	After dinner is fine, it'll give us several hours of semi-undisturbed time to work on as much as we can. ~~Really though, the Library would have been quieter and much more productive...~~ (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	spidersbegone 2008-02-20 03:22 am UTC (link)
	Alright. Thanks, Hermione, really. ~~I love you.~~ (Reply to this)(Parent)

	hjpotter 2008-02-20 03:17 am UTC (link)
	I'm sure that Ron can get an assist from friends, help him get back on his feet? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	spidersbegone 2008-02-20 03:23 am UTC (link)
	Hermione's already taken pity on me, thank Merlin. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Hexed Against Professors hjpotter 2008-02-20 03:25 am UTC (link)
	Me, too. That nasty horrid Quick Quotes Quill was more concerned with telling me how oily Snape's hair was and how "well-fed" Slughorn looked. That thing is - well I can see how that rot Skeeter loves it so. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Hexed Against Professors spidersbegone 2008-02-20 03:28 am UTC (link)
	Exactly. Wasn't about to use one of those. Sometimes I wonder if we'd pass school at all without Hermione. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Hexed Against Professors hjpotter 2008-02-20 03:34 am UTC (link)
	I'd love to say yes and have confidence in us? But clearly, the answer is no. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Hexed Against Professors spidersbegone 2008-02-20 03:44 am UTC (link)
	And Hermione knows it too. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Hexed Against Professors hjpotter 2008-02-20 03:57 am UTC (link)
	Knows it - and I think delights in it. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Hexed Against Professors spidersbegone 2008-02-20 04:00 am UTC (link)
	Probably. She did offer to help me catch up after being sick pretty quickly. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Hexed Against Professors hjpotter 2008-02-20 04:05 am UTC (link)
	And I suppose that has nothing to do with the fact that she fancies you. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Hexed Against Professors spidersbegone 2008-02-20 04:06 am UTC (link)
	'Course not because its not true. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Hexed Against Professors hjpotter 2008-02-20 04:08 am UTC (link)
	Oi are we going to play at being five and shout back, Yes she does, No she doesn't for half the day? She does. Believe in it, you must mate. I know you both as well as my own skin. I know that she fancies you and you her. I know it. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Hexed Against Professors spidersbegone 2008-02-20 04:11 am UTC (link)
	We sure as hell are because it's not bloody true! ~~If it were I wouldn't be so bloody depressed.~~ (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Hexed Against Professors hjpotter 2008-02-20 04:15 am UTC (link)
	Yes, it is you sodding git, will you face reason and not give in to your insecurities! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Harry (Pretend it was hexed private to them all along! OUR BAD) Hexed Against Professors spidersbegone 2008-02-20 04:19 am UTC (link)
	~~How do you know about my insecurities?~~ You don't know what its like to bloody love someone more than anything in the world and know, deep down, that if you tell them, you'll get laughed in the face and shot down! It fucking hurts, okay? I'm not taking that chance! I'd rather have Hermione as a friend than nothing at all. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

Harry (Pretend it was hexed private to them all along! OUR BAD) (Yes!) Hexed Against Professors

hjpotter
2008-02-20 04:27 am UTC (link)

Are you really trying to tell me that I don't know? Telling me. I was so bloody in love with your sister who was and is one of the most popular girls in the school, and she had a boyfriend and oh yes, she was the sister of my best mate and I was so terrified to make a move I couldn't see straight, but I couldn't deny it any more! You have to take a chance, take a risk, lay it out there because if you don't, it'll eat you alive! Why not you Ron, why not you!

Merlin, don't tell me I don't know because I do.

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	Ron/Harry (Pretend it was hexed private to them all along! OUR BAD) (Yes!) Hexed Against Professors spidersbegone 2008-02-20 04:30 am UTC (link)
	I-I just... I can't deal with it. I'm... I'm terrified she'll hate me. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)