Minato Namikaze (speedy_recovery) wrote,
@ 2020-01-25 03:54:00

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[OOC] Phone Post!

Capable of everything. He loves to talk. No really. But he finds texting to be amusing, so he's good with those too. Every form of communication is welcome. :P

Generic Ringtone - ???

Contact List:

Cici - 3 Doors Down - Story of a Girl
Corie - Britt Nicole - Sunshine Girl
Feel Good Main Line - RvB BowChikaWowWow
Uchiha-san(Work Line) - (different ringtone, but still a generic one for now)
Madara - (generic ringtone for now)
Shino - (generic ringtone for now)

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Re: [CALL]

speedy_recovery
2010-04-16 06:56 am UTC (link)

...I thought you didn't like Coke? [remembers from the movies.] Er...sorry. I...I just...had to make sure.

That...is a difficult question to ask out of the blue. [sighs and cards a hand through his hair.] I... Your first time should be...special, and with someone you care about. I care about you and I do want you, but I...really don't want to be just that guy that you slept with. I'd want more than just a night, more than just...taking that from you. I'd want to be with you on more than just a physical level.

Honestly I think that is something that should wait, but...[chews lip, sighs] if...if you really wanted that I...would. [is uneasy, and probably sounds it.]

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Re: [CALL]

last_to_know
2010-04-16 07:09 am UTC (link)

It can't just be a simple yes or no with you, can it? [huffs but not angrily, it's more just for sound.] You are the first person tonight that has said they would. [takes another little puff on his smoke. phew, better give this habit up fast.] Women like to respond with slapping, men are all for it until they touch too low and find out I'm not a girl. [gives a little dejected chuckle at himself.] I must look like an assault and battery case right now. [wipes thumb down the corner of his mouth, checking to see if there is still blood there. all dried up now thankfully.]

I just don't see the point in it anymore. People go on about how their first time is something special, after that one time they instantly fall in love with the other person even if it wasn't there to begin with. ...I-I don't even care if I fall in love anymore, I don't want to feel it. I can't be the person you want to be with. You are a nice guy, too nice for your own good and shouldn't be hurt by someone like me.

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Re: [CALL]

speedy_recovery
2010-04-16 07:55 am UTC (link)

Few things in life can be answered with a simple yes or no. [that equates to a 'no', but couldn't be simple after that question.]

First...? [listens to the rest with growing horror at what Izuna just put himself through.] Someone hit you? Izuna, you should be calling the police, not me... [oh, irony. was said sort of rhetorically and lowly.]

If it took someone having sex to fall in love, then there is something dysfunctional with that relationship already. Sex and falling in love are two separate entities, though one can hope they will cross paths eventually. [is completely serious saying this.]

Just be you, and that's who I want to be with, that's the person I want to get to know. I've liked you most during those times when you let your guard down and were yourself. I know damn well that I'm sometimes too nice for my own good - and have been hurt by it sometimes, but I've mostly become happier. Right now all I know is that you're the one who's hurting and I just want to make it better.

Izuna...Izuna, where are you now? Are you at least safe? [...'cause he grabbed his keys as soon as you said you were hurt and is now sitting in his car.]

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Re: [CALL]

last_to_know
2010-04-16 08:13 am UTC (link)

[looks around.] I don't know. I just left the last casino and kept on walking. I can't even feel my feet anymore. [watches the last of the ash fall off onto the ground, dropping the butt to join it.]

[continues on walking, might hit city limits at this rate. doesn't want him to come and get him, just needs some time alone. everything pans out when you have time to yourself.]

... I don't feel anything for you. [quiet, really apologetic whimper. he can't keep doing this to him. he has to know.] I tried, I really tried. Everyone wants me to get a boyfriend, probably just to have sex. It felt like I was under obligation to fall in love with you so I tried to... and I can't do it. There are so many things that I can pick out that drive me further away from feeling anything... I made a list.

There is too many things going on right now, feelings of my own I have to sort through. I don't need a lover... I need a friend. [wipes away the tears that started on their own. promised himself that he wouldn't cry over things anymore, thought long and hard about making this call and was going to be strong about it, but that isn't working.] Right now, I just feel so alone and there is no one I can talk to it about it.

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Re: [CALL]

speedy_recovery
2010-04-16 08:46 am UTC (link)

[quietly puts the car in gear and drives out towards the area of the casinos anyway. an attractive-yet-sometimes-mistaken-as-female and probably nicely dressed guy is walking the street, all busted up and likely looking dejected already. that has BAD written all over it.]

[...though ow, that...that hurt a lot.] I...okay. [says quietly, probably not entirely succeeding in keeping his voice neutral.] What everyone else wants doesn't matter in this, just what you do. I hoped for something more, but I said from the beginning that if you didn't want me that way that I still would like a chance to be your friend. You can't force yourself to fall in love, and trying to do so will just end in frustration. [lets out a small sigh.]

[hears the tears in his voice and heart breaks a little for him.] I...I want to help you still, Izuna. And be your friend, if you'll let me. If you don't even want that from me, then...okay, I'll...I'll leave you be. [augh, eyes, why are you blurring, stop that, blinkblinkblink.]

If you'll let me be there for you...can...do you have that list with you?

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Re: [CALL]

last_to_know
2010-04-16 08:59 am UTC (link)

It's at the office. [feels so guilty right now. this was never his intentions, it was never to lead him on. he really had hoped something would come out of this and then finally, finally he could have a chance to be happy and then one thing after another just had to go and fuck it up. it was either lead him on to keep people happy or tell the truth and give him the chance to move on.] Minato, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to put you through all of this. You deserve someone who really cares and has true feelings for you, you deserve much more than me. I guess you can add me to that list now. That's where I belong, another person in the tally that has left you feeling like shit. [he has that voice again, that empathetic tone he uses with everyone when he is ignoring everything inside to be the mediator.]

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Re: [CALL]

speedy_recovery
2010-04-16 09:29 am UTC (link)

[hasn't necessarily heard that tone from Izuna, but can recognize it easily. mostly because he's used it quite often himself. ...and was probably slipping into something resembling it near the end, before. leaves be about that list for now, then.]

You don't have to be sorry, Izuna. I asked, you tried, and...it wasn't what you wanted. You deserve someone you feel something for. [and ow, that was just a stab at his own heart. but doesn't let that on, now. is in comfort mode.] And there was never a 'list' until you asked me to make one. ...Or I guess your brother did. [sighs. is still a touch peeved over that, but that thought is quickly brushed away.] I'm still friends with several people on that list, so it is in no way a shit-list.

You don't have to try to cater to everyone else's feelings, Izuna. If you're upset, it's okay to let someone know it; it's okay to let someone else comfort you every now and again. [hypocrite? yes. shh.] Please don't close in on yourself, Izuna. If you need to talk, then talk. You shouldn't have to be alone, or feel like you are...

[just passed most of the casinos. would help if he knew a direction to go, damnit, but will just have to trust instinct.]

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Re: [CALL]

last_to_know
2010-04-16 09:50 am UTC (link)

No one can know... this is something I have to do alone. The sooner I can do that, the quicker this will disappear so don't sympathize with me. I don't need help from anyone, people have their own problems, their own friends and family to turn to and I can't tell my own. [is he making any sense now?] And you should be focusing on your son and trying to make things right with him.

How is that going? [yes, he is totally changing subject away before he breaks down in the middle of nowhere.]

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Re: [CALL]

speedy_recovery
2010-04-16 10:11 am UTC (link)

[doesn't let you off that easily.] You said yourself that you needed a friend, and that you were upset because you felt alone and like you had no one to talk to. Everyone needs help sometimes, and there's nothing wrong with accepting it. Yes, people do have their problems and people they can turn to; you should have people there for you too, family or friends, for when you have problems. [and is worried that Izuna can't talk to his family...since he's their support.]

[sighs, but relents and accepts the subject change for now. some people are comforted by telling them your own worries, he's learned from dealing with teens.] Things with my son are going...well, but slowly. It will be a while yet before I can even think about telling him. He...didn't have the greatest childhood, to say the least, and it's made him very...untrusting. [sighs slowly.] I can only move slowly and hope he will accept me once I tell him that he's my son.

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Re: [CALL]

last_to_know
2010-04-16 10:16 am UTC (link)

Do you think that is wise? You will be gaining his trust for the wrong reasons, get him to the level where he is accepting of you as a person or a friend and then, you are going to drop a bombshell on him by telling him it was all a lie and you were trying to butter him up just to tell him that you are his father. If he is as untrusting as you say, wouldn't that have an adverse effect on him?

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Re: [CALL]

speedy_recovery
2010-04-16 10:34 am UTC (link)

I didn't say it was a perfect plan. Or even a good one. I just don't know what else I could do. Telling him forthright would probably just get me punched in the face and despised outright, and he'd likely never give me the time of day to explain things.

And I'm not 'buttering him up' and it is definitely not a lie. I do want to be a friend to him. He's an adult and can make his own decisions, but I want to be there to help him if he needs - or wants - it.

And...yeah, it could backfire. [sighs and scrubs at his eyes for a moment before refocusing on the road.] He could still reject me anyway, tell me he hates me and to leave. He'll most likely get angry anyway... But maybe this way I can tell him why I'm here before he knows he's the person I'm talking about, and he can at least think things over once he knows.

[sighs again. really, it just seems more and more like a doomed endeavor every time he thinks about it.] I'm all ears for alternative ideas, if you have any. [little hopeless 'heh'-like sound there.]

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	Re: [CALL] last_to_know 2010-04-16 10:50 am UTC (link)
	Hmm. [likes turning the conversation turning off himself. not that focusing on other people's pain is fun, well it is to a certain extent but this is a more serious conversation. not trying to crush his hopes and dreams any more.] Maybe I could if I knew who it was. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: [CALL] speedy_recovery 2010-04-16 11:22 am UTC (link)
	[fidgets with the phone a bit, chewing his lip.] I...I'm scared to. [sounds sheepish about it.] I'm just worried that if I tell anybody that...somehow it will get manage to get back to him before I'm ready. [sounds very nervous now.] Hell, most people I've told don't even know his gender. [laughs humorlessly.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

Re: [CALL]

last_to_know
2010-04-16 11:35 am UTC (link)

If I was the only person you told, if word gets back to him, wouldn't I be the only one to blame? You wouldn't have to go far to find out who it was. [he is really experiencing all range of Izuna's tones. have the compassionate, caring but underlying with evil intentions voice. I am the objects of your desire so you can trust me.] Sometimes telling people will help just to get it out. You need to look at all options of going into it and I want to help. You can trust me.

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Re: [CALL]

speedy_recovery
2010-04-16 11:58 am UTC (link)

You would indeed be to blame, or whomever else you might have told. I've been told you tell your brother everything and I'm certain he's none too fond of me for the fact that I also was drunk...that...evening. [clears his throat in slight embarrassment.]

...And that tone of yours is daunting. I've told people - namely my sister and best friend - but...tell you what. You're intelligent. I'll give you three hints. If you guess, then that's fine. If you don't get it by the third one then I might start to doubt that intelligence. [is clearly teasing.]

First hint: he has almost exactly the same coloring as me. Skin and eyes are spot-on. His hair is different, but his eyebrows aren't dyed and show that he's as blond as I am.

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	Re: [CALL] last_to_know 2010-04-16 12:00 pm UTC (link)
	You dye your eyebrows? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: [CALL] speedy_recovery 2010-04-16 12:08 pm UTC (link)
	[can't help that laugh.] No. [more laughing.] He dyes his hair, but not his eyebrows. So his eyebrows are still his natural blond. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: [CALL] last_to_know 2010-04-16 12:13 pm UTC (link)
	Either he has gone darker or lighter then. I don't pay attention to anyone's finer details like that so how about a bit more of a relevant clue, minus the actor part. You can't reuse that one. [puts hand in pocket for that packet of cigarettes and... not feeling bad right now. back in you go.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: [CALL] speedy_recovery 2010-04-16 12:23 pm UTC (link)
	[chuckles a little because...well.] Second hint: I've very certain you know him. By name. And possibly think he's a little nuts, but not in the truly crazy sense. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: [CALL] last_to_know 2010-04-16 12:28 pm UTC (link)
	That limits it down to a very minimal few. [doesn't socialize with most people in corporate sector since all they do is bitch about him behind his back.] .... [doesn't exactly know any other blonde actors that he would know by name...] ...Naruto. [drops the phone and click. oops. it hung itself up.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: [CALL] speedy_recovery 2010-04-16 12:34 pm UTC (link)
	Ye- Izuna? Izuna, are you ok-?! [dial tone. oh shit. please don't let him have hung up. or be getting mugged.] [frantically looks along the street now, trying just as frantically to redial but keeps getting an error message. What the hell?] (Reply to this)(Parent)

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