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Re: [CALL]
Maybe I haven't known him very long, but that doesn't mean I can't feel the need to protect him! And no one deserves to be taken advantage of like that, so I would be angry on his behalf regardless! I care about him, and I don't want him hurt, okay?

And I'm not blaming him, I'm trying to put down the facts and argue the fact that you are blaming everything on me when there were two of us there. And you're right, it doesn't matter that I was drunk. I should have done what I usually do and stopped drinking the moment he took that first shot, so that one of us could keep his wits. I didn't, and yes that is a fuck-up on my part, for thinking that it might be fun to be drunk along with him.

I didn't know he didn't like alcohol. We'd never discussed the topic before, and he never told me. I thought we were just fine and that I was just seeing another side to him because I don't know everything about him. I'm still learning, okay? I'm good at reading people when I try, but I'm not a mind-reader. If I had been sober I would have sought you out the moment he became so...forward, because I know enough to know that isn't normal, but I was stupid and thought I could handle him myself. I'm sorry for that, and I have apologized to him already...

And damnit, yes, I was enjoying getting to hold him and kiss him. I am undeniably attracted to him and so yes I was reveling in that, though I knew better than to let it go farther. The "typical man" you speak of would have given in at the first suggestion, which I didn't, and I resent being even remotely associated with that type of disgusting lackwit. I was fine with having him in my arms and spending time with me. Making out is one thing, sex is by far another. In regards to that, he deserves a hell of a lot better than anything that could have happened in that situation.


[takes a breath, rubbing his eyes and thinking...] ...He only drinks when upset? He was fine and joking...wait. He was watching the confessions. Right before he said he wanted a drink. [frowns.] I wasn't paying attention to them, so I don't know... [wait, cameras in the booths, so maybe...] Is there a security feed? [cop-mode, enabled.] If so then you can at least discern what happened to him as he left...and maybe see if it was something on those screens if the angle allows... [is thinking hard, now, and tugging on a chunk of his hair.]