Re: [CALL]
[looks around.] I don't know. I just left the last casino and kept on walking. I can't even feel my feet anymore. [watches the last of the ash fall off onto the ground, dropping the butt to join it.]
[continues on walking, might hit city limits at this rate. doesn't want him to come and get him, just needs some time alone. everything pans out when you have time to yourself.]
... I don't feel anything for you. [quiet, really apologetic whimper. he can't keep doing this to him. he has to know.] I tried, I really tried. Everyone wants me to get a boyfriend, probably just to have sex. It felt like I was under obligation to fall in love with you so I tried to... and I can't do it. There are so many things that I can pick out that drive me further away from feeling anything... I made a list.
There is too many things going on right now, feelings of my own I have to sort through. I don't need a lover... I need a friend. [wipes away the tears that started on their own. promised himself that he wouldn't cry over things anymore, thought long and hard about making this call and was going to be strong about it, but that isn't working.] Right now, I just feel so alone and there is no one I can talk to it about it.
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