I'm updating here because I got tired of bitching on facebook.

I missed work sunday because I was sick, and tueday because I had to do a final, got sent home early on Friday because I had what I had on Sunday again, and now I need to be up at 4 fucking 30 to make it to work by 6, and I can't sleep because of insomnia, I have a headache cause I can't sleep, and I keep crying over nothing. It's probably because I'm fucking exhausted.

Also, there's a chance I may not even be able to go to work, because I live on a culdesac that never gets plowed. I also can't take a sleeping pill, because that requires a full 6 hours of sleep or else the effects are still there, and...IT'S A FUCKING BLIZZARD OUT THERE, I CAN'T FUCKING FALL ASLEEP BEHIND THE WHEEL.

What the fuck am I supposed to do?! If I just stay up and can't even go into work, I can just sleep for a while then...but if I stay up and the road is plowed, which will be my fucking luck, than I'll be exhausted and miserable for my 8 HOUR SHIFT at Toys R Us.


WHO THE FUCK IS GOING TO GO SHOPPING IN THIS WEATHER?! FUCKING SERIOUSLY?!


People are fucking tools. Fuck them. Fuck work. Fuck school. Fuck life.