hippocrates a. smethwyck (smethy) wrote,
@ 2008-08-19 19:35:00

Current mood:

annoyed

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[AGGIE] I know that now of all time is NOT the time to complain about one's love life but... [/AGGIE]

So, thanks to the Ministry's new M.A.G.I.C. Act, I was correct in calling that nearly half the staff of St. Mungo's have been expelled and/or suspended. My grandmother managed to pull strings for me, and of course, as my father is a pureblood, he didn't have to go through suspension. Now that I'm back at Mungo's, I'll be happy to cover my colleagues' share. Now I know you might think that my previous sentence was said sarcastically, but I do mean it. Everyone that can heal is needed, because despite of what the Ministry thinks, medical care is still needed.

Cheers.

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	Smeth superbad 2008-08-20 03:46 am UTC (link)
	Spill. (Reply to this)(Thread)

Aggie

smethy
2008-08-20 03:52 am UTC (link)

Well I don't know how to feel about Jen, exactly, and we've been kind of seeing and talking to each other on and off and I just... I mean, she ran off with nothing but a NOTE and I'm kind of finding it hard to forgive her although she does seem extremely sorry what she did and I still don't know, does that make me an awful person and I know you're going to say NO THAT DOES NOT MAKE YOU AN AWFUL PERSON YOU DUMMY but I. JUST. DON'T. KNOW. What to do!

I suppose I'm a more than a bit glad that I'll overworked for awhile.

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Smeth

superbad
2008-08-20 04:10 am UTC (link)

One--it makes you a good person for feeling this guilt. Even though you shouldn't feel guilty at all because she is a fucking slag broke your heart.

You shouldn't have to deal with things if you're not ready to commit like she wants you to. Disappearing for a year deserves more than like--what, two months? Not even! You definitely deserve more than two months to figure things out.

And you'll be busy. It's only right that you don't want to just start up a relationship because she's apologized ~~I need to smack that bitch fucking honestly--~~

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	Aggie smethy 2008-08-20 05:22 am UTC (link)
	I just... I want to take things slow, but she... wants to get back into a relationship at once, make things as they used to be, and I just don't think I'm ready for that. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Smeth superbad 2008-08-20 05:38 am UTC (link)
	So. Tell. Her. That. ~~I will tell her for you--no be a man--~~ (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Aggie smethy 2008-08-20 06:18 am UTC (link)
	I will! I really will... soon. You and I both know that sometimes I'm no man. But at least I'm man enough to admit that. (Reply to this)(Parent)

	AGGIE smethy 2008-08-20 07:11 pm UTC (link)
	Right so! I... told her. (Reply to this)(Parent)

	Smeth. floonthego 2008-08-20 08:07 am UTC (link)
	sigh I'm going to back off. You have a lot on your plate and I'm pushing you too hard -- I can tell. So if you need someone to talk to after a long day at work, I'll be an owl or an apparation away. (Reply to this)(Thread)

	Jen smethy 2008-08-20 08:36 am UTC (link)
	Oh Jen... I mean. I know we kind of talked about this earlier, but for right now, I don't think I can give you the time you deserve, right now. I mean, I know you do want us to happen right now, it's just. I can't. At least not now. I know it sounds like a line, "it's not you, it's me," but for me, it really is. Feel free to hit me at any time, I'll let you. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Smeth. floonthego 2008-08-20 08:40 am UTC (link)
	I just don't want to push you when you aren't ready to be pushed. Forgiving me is a big step. I screwed up and I know it. I know it's not a line --- you're not the type to use lines. I won't hit you, you don't deserve to be hit. I'm almost tempted to let Aggie hit me in the face for what I've done. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Jen smethy 2008-08-20 09:01 am UTC (link)
	I know Aggie can be a little ball of rage - I mean, I've experienced it first hand, many times, but I'll hold her back if she's feeling violent. Jen, I'll always care for you, and you know I'd never use any lines with you - or anyone for the matter. Just... I know this sounds silly but try not to take this too hard? It's my fault this time. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Smeth. floonthego 2008-08-20 09:03 am UTC (link)
	I feel it's my fault for making you this way. For making you so wary of relationships. Wary of me. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Jen smethy 2008-08-20 09:16 am UTC (link)
	I'm not... wary of you, it's just. Right now everything has gotten so crazy, I just don't think I can juggle so many things, because I fear that I might go crazy too. And no one wants a crazy Healer, haaa. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Smeth. floonthego 2008-08-20 09:18 am UTC (link)
	If you say so. I trust what you say. ~~Even if you don't trust my word.~~ I'm always there for you if you need someone after work and don't feel like sitting alone at your flat. You know how close I am to Mungo's. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Jen smethy 2008-08-20 09:43 am UTC (link)
	Thank you, I honestly do appreciate it, Jen, I do. And now, please take care of yourself? ~~I've noticed</~~ (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Smeth. floonthego 2008-08-20 09:43 am UTC (link)
	Alright. (Reply to this)(Parent)

	primrosepath 2008-08-20 08:35 am UTC (link)
	You're lucky to still have your job. It's terrible that people are going without a way to make a living for themselves~~, even if it is for their own good.~~. How are you otherwise? We haven't talked in a while. (Reply to this)(Thread)

	smethy 2008-08-20 08:41 am UTC (link)
	Hey Lia! I have already accepted that our current Wizarding Ministry is full of crock, so it makes dealing with it a bit better. I'm pretty good so far, how about you? Excited to be married? [LIA] Um. So I kind of have a problem, and as an ex of mine, could I ask your help? You're free to say no, if you wish. [LIA] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	primrosepath 2008-08-20 08:48 am UTC (link)
	~~The Ministry is really only trying to look out for the---~~ Oh, I'm not married or engaged, actually. I am living with Grayson now, though, which I suppose is much the same thing anymore, and that's pretty good. [SMETH] I'll do what I can. Shoot! [/SMETH] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Lia smethy 2008-08-20 08:54 am UTC (link)
	Sooo I don't know if you heard but awhile back, Jen dumped me via a note and moved to Rome and she came back, and wants to get together but I just can't and I dunno, I'm kind of concerned about what to do now. Help? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

Smeth

primrosepath
2008-08-20 09:00 am UTC (link)

Well, if you don't feel comfortable with the situation while you're not together, imagine how wrong it'll feel if you do take her back. Then you'll be sitting there regretting the whole thing, but you'll be in deeper shit than you would have been if you just hadn't gone there in the first place.

I don't know Jen well enough to really tell you if you should trust her or not, but it seems to me like you've really got some misgivings about her. If you've tried to think through them and you don't feel any better, maybe you really shouldn't trust her? Like I said, I don't know her well enough, but.

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	Lia smethy 2008-08-20 09:04 am UTC (link)
	I want to take her back, but. I know I won't be happy about it if I do. Aggie and I did a lot of talking and while we both know that she can be rather violent - she did make a lot of sense. Ugh. Thanks a lot, Lia, you really helped. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Smeth primrosepath 2008-08-20 09:15 am UTC (link)
	You should listen to Agatha. Like you said, she's violent sometimes, but she's smart. No problem. Good luck with Jen, whatever you decide to do. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Lia smethy 2008-08-20 09:21 am UTC (link)
	She is, she really is. She's crazy, but crazy like a fox, which is why she's my best friend. Thanks again, Lia. Take care, all right? And don't be a stranger! (Reply to this)(Parent)

	malengled 2008-08-20 09:16 am UTC (link)
	Smeth, you're such an amazing man for being able to keep your head through this horrible mess and think of the people who actually need the kind of care St. Mungo's can offer. I feel almost terrible for not being able to do anything. (Reply to this)(Thread)

	smethy 2008-08-20 09:27 am UTC (link)
	Wow, that's really sweet of you, Rachel. ~~I never knew~~ Maybe it's late, but if this isn't too forward? There's a great demand for assistant jobs at Mungo's, and because we're desperate, we're raising pay and vacation time. I hope you're interested! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	malengled 2008-08-20 09:29 am UTC (link)
	Are you joking? And finally get the chance to escape Madame Malkin's evil eye? You don't even have to ask twice! When do I start? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	smethy 2008-08-20 09:38 am UTC (link)
	Well! Meet me at St. Mungo's tomorrow in the lobby at 10 tomorrow? As I'll be taking over a serious workload, I'll need all the hands I can get! How does Healer Assistant to Healer Smethwyck sound to you? Plus, I promise you won't have to touch anyone, only paperwork. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	malengled 2008-08-20 09:42 am UTC (link)
	It sounds more amazing than you know. And I wouldn't mind touching people! If I had gloves. And lots of sanitizer potion. We have a date, then, Healer Smethwyck! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	smethy 2008-08-20 09:45 am UTC (link)
	That we do! Looking forward to working with you, Miss Englewood! (Reply to this)(Parent)

	Smeth estellerina 2008-08-20 06:51 pm UTC (link)
	Hi, Smeth! I don't want you to be all worried about Jen's sister talking to you, but I mean---I've known you since a baby, so-- Okay, I just don't understand my sister. (Reply to this)(Thread)

	Estella smethy 2008-08-20 06:57 pm UTC (link)
	Hi Stell! It's just. I dunno. I feel horrible about the whole thing, I feel like it's my fault. I think... she's showing early stages of depressing, I don't know what to do. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

Smeth

estellerina
2008-08-20 07:04 pm UTC (link)

Ohhhh, don't feel like that! Merlin knows I myself get all excited about the prospect of you and Jen but---I would never want things to be forced between you two, that wouldn't be fair to either of you ~~Is there another woman? Just tell her that, it'll make things--~~

But, she has told me she feels like she's stuck, so--I want to keep you updated with what she tells me and such ~~I know what it's--~~ You know that--I know what it's like, and you know how to help fix it, so--teamwork, I suppose.

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	Estella smethy 2008-08-20 07:09 pm UTC (link)
	It's just... I don't want her harming herself in any way. We kind of talked it over, but I just don't feel like I can enter into any kind of romantic relationship with her - I hope you understand, it's just all so I dunno, I can't help feeling badly about it all. (Reply to this)(Parent)

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