I have been in so much pain today... it's ridiculous. My kidney infection came back, or actually, never quite went away, and it hurts way worse than before. I had to miss class today and go to the doctor. He gave me some very strong antiboitics, but no good meds for the pain, which is what I WANT, because holy shit this fucking hurts.
I ended up having to take some downer cough syrup that I had left over (for emergencies only) just to get rid of the pain. I don't feel high, but the pain is mostly gone. I don't have a lot of cough syrup left, though, and only one downer pill. Hopefully the pain goes away quick enough I won't have to use them.
Other than that, my weekend was fantastic. The party was amazing, and Adam and I grew really close. I can see this turning into love. I don't want to sound childish when I say it, but I'm serious. I like that idea, but at the same time.. he'll be leaving within a year or two. I can't leave, I still have school. I don't want to think about it.
I don't know how I'm going to make it to class tomorrow, but I will somehow.
I ended up having to take some downer cough syrup that I had left over (for emergencies only) just to get rid of the pain. I don't feel high, but the pain is mostly gone. I don't have a lot of cough syrup left, though, and only one downer pill. Hopefully the pain goes away quick enough I won't have to use them.
Other than that, my weekend was fantastic. The party was amazing, and Adam and I grew really close. I can see this turning into love. I don't want to sound childish when I say it, but I'm serious. I like that idea, but at the same time.. he'll be leaving within a year or two. I can't leave, I still have school. I don't want to think about it.
I don't know how I'm going to make it to class tomorrow, but I will somehow.
uncomfortable