a torch dragged over one hay bale after another, igniting everything

I need to look up what rape in a dream means. Lets say I spent most of the morning thinking, unpleasantly, about what happened in my dreams last night. I probably don't need to say who was in the dream, but for the record it was James. Of flipping course.

Adam is feeling quite down today. He said he's afraid of losing me. He's not, of course. I would normally tell him about any upsetting dreams I have, but due to the circumstances of how he's feeling and what my dream consisted of, I don't think I will.

I was at school till 1:30 am working on schoolwork and I'm still not done. My dad is coming into town tomorrow through Sunday, so I won't get a chance to work on it till Monday. How unfortunately stressful. :\

These past two weeks have been crazy. Craaazy! I've been at school nonstop to work on my fashion projects. I think they came out pretty well, though. The one, I could've done better, because I only made a 91, which at my school is a B+. Hopefully my next one, the Style Guide, which I've been slaving over in InDesign will be better. The only thing wrong with it is that when I had it binded at Kinko's, the binding went through some text. Ugh. I should've realized that would happen earlier.

I've been having a struggle with my Pharmacy, too. I called them Monday to fax my Doctors Office in New Bern so I could get my birth control filled. They didn't do it, and since I'm going out to town tomorrow and need it by Sunday, there's no telling when I'll get it. When I called a few minutes ago, though, they seemed to be on their game again. Hopefully I can either get it tomorrow before I leave, or I can come back early on Saturday or Sunday and get it.

I'm going to Asheville with Adam tomorrow to see Dead Meadow. It's a two and a half hour drive, so we'll have to leave directly after my class ends at 3, though hopefully I'll be out by 2:30. I just want to beat the traffic, you know? Then, after the show on Thursday, I'll be doing most of the driving back to his house in the Mountains, since he will no doubt be somewhat drunk. I'll drive long enough so that he can at least sober up, then maybe when we get closer he can take over. It'll be really late/early morning, either way. Wish us lots of luck on that.

My kidney infection seems to be all cleared up. When I told my mom today, she said something really kind of funny. She asked if I was aware that most anti-biotics lower the effectiveness of Birth Control, so I would need to use... other means of protection. It was just funny because her and I don't ever talk about that, and we've never talked about if I was having sex or not. I told her I knew, though, and that I had finished the anti-biotics and everything was fine.

Other than that, not a whole lot else has been going on. I have to go back to school at 12:30 for my advising appointment for classes next quarter, and then I have class at 1.

Hope everyone else is doing well. :]

I went to the doctor. Yeah, I don't have a full on Kidney Infection, but it's in the workings and he said it was good that I went to the doctor when I did, or else it would've gotten a lot worse. I'm so bad at technical terms, but something that was supposed to be at a level 0 was at a level 500, so that was very bad. He gave me antibiotics to take, though, and said that if the pain gets a lot worse to come back.

Other than that, not a lot has been going on. I've literally spent every day at school for the past week and a half to finish up schoolwork. Still not completely done, but now I shouldn't be as busy as I was.

Hope everyone else is doing well. Everyone talking about Animazement has me really eager about it, I soooo hope I can go.

So, it was like 75 degrees here today. In FEBRUARY, wtf. With weather like this, it's no wonder I shake worse than a chihuahua when it's cold. Jeez.

Today went well. I got to see Adam after class, which was joyful. I treated us to Hershey's ice cream and then we went to a park. I hadn't had Hershey's ice cream in so long, and it reminded me of how GOOD it is! Oh god, it's a good thing I'm poor, or I'd be at the store all the time just eating it.

I have some homework to do tonight. Ugh. I might put it off, it's not due till 1 PM tomorrow anyway.

Adam was telling me today that he saw this chick, Fernanda, who I don't really like. He said she was flirting with him a little yesterday, and then Mario came up and she started flirting with him. I'm not surprised (and really don't care) about her flirting with Mario, since she did that even when we were dating, but Adam? Not cool. I might've actually gotten jealous this time. Oh my.