a torch dragged over one hay bale after another, igniting everything

I need to look up what rape in a dream means. Lets say I spent most of the morning thinking, unpleasantly, about what happened in my dreams last night. I probably don't need to say who was in the dream, but for the record it was James. Of flipping course.

Adam is feeling quite down today. He said he's afraid of losing me. He's not, of course. I would normally tell him about any upsetting dreams I have, but due to the circumstances of how he's feeling and what my dream consisted of, I don't think I will.

I was at school till 1:30 am working on schoolwork and I'm still not done. My dad is coming into town tomorrow through Sunday, so I won't get a chance to work on it till Monday. How unfortunately stressful. :\

I had a dream last night about James. I kept listening to "Run" by Snow Patrol yesterday before I went to bed.. and that was a song that I always associated with him. And lately, I've been listening to the mix CD's he gave me before I moved. And then my lovely mother had to go and mention that she hadn't seen him at the Harris Teeter in her town, where he works, in a while and asked if maybe he had moved. So, he was apparently subconsciously on my mind.

In the dream, he had come to Charlotte for whatever reason, and brought his new (pretty but annoying scene girl, I might add) girlfriend with him. We met up to go out to eat, we being him, his girlfriend, me, and some guy that I had brought. I don't know who the guy I brought was, but I didn't like him that much so I don't know why I brought him along. All throughout the dream James seemed distant and almost angry. His girlfriend, however, was very taken by me and kept asking if I wanted to hang out with them, go to clubs, etc. I politely refused but she kept insisting, saying that I knew where everything in Charlotte was anyway. James then spoke up and said he could find a club by himself, and left the both of us (us two girls, I don't know where my guy friend went) alone. James doesn't even go to clubs, to my knowledge. He doesn't seem the clubbing type.

I woke up feeling pretty nostalgic, to say the least.
It's not as bad as a dream I've had before with him, where he was yelling and making me feel like overall crap.
When I had the previous dream, I was with Mario. Now I'm with Adam and have another dream. Wtf, will this crap ever stop?