i know how you feel. that's probably not what you want to hear, if i understand completely, but ... yeah. has to be said.

it's so hard to break out of that feeling, once you're in. it's like you can think of ways, but even if you attempted them nothing would come of it because... by then you're so numb that regardless what step you take you don't even feel it.

and yeah. i moved out of my old apartment because i couldn't put up with bullshit ;-; i can't stand people who don't think for themselves, much less think at all.

bahh.i don't know how much longer i'll be around tonight, but ummm -
my aim is doomrainsdown if you ever want to talk.
i could always use intelligent conversation :p

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Someone understanding always makes me feel a little bit better about it. And you summed it perfectly, to be honest.

And I'm moving out of here in a couple of months. Putting up with all the stupid shit that goes on here is gonna be the hard part.

I'm about to go to bed (boo early class -_-) but I'll be on most of the day tomorrow, so I'll IM you at some point. Intelligent conversation would be a life saver for me. I only get it from a couple of people, which isn't nearly enough. And thanks for the support =)It means alot.

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And your screenname is awesome haha.

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haha :3 i made it when i was fourteen

... emooooo.

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*hugs* i hate getting into ruts like this. maybe you should let the people who you enjoy talking/spending time with know that you're going through a rough time & you really would enjoy them to be around more?

i think that exact reason is why i don't have many friends. or why i don't hangout with many people. :/

i don't know if you use msn messenger or not, it's the only messenger i have, but if you ever need to talk, i can always listen. :) feel free to message me. effin_hostile@hotmail.com

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What'd they do?

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The list is too long to possibly begin to explain. In general, they're loud, obnoxious, have no respect for our house or anything in it, and seem to think getting drunk solves every and any problem that comes up during the day.

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man that sucks, are you going to save up and move out?

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yeah, after this semester i plan on moving out

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