Ramses: It would make my life easier if he didn't want me, but I guess that's included in the "not having him go away" clause, so... If there were no outside factors, if I wasn't worried about my job, my reputation, my future, I'd want him to love me. I'd want to please and spoil him the best way I can, and I'd want him to be devoted to me only. But who would elect a president with a husband ten years his senior?
Augie: I guess so, yes. Not that I get angry with him, but I get angry with the thoughts in his head that hold him back and make him so insecure sometimes. When I look at him, I see the most beautiful creature on the planet, the sweetest and most incredible and faithful boy I've ever known, and it drives me crazy sometimes that he can't see it. I want him to love himself as much as I love him.
JP: It drives me crazy. At night, laying in bed, sometimes its all I think about. Where is he? What is he doing? Sometimes thinking about it makes me so sick to my stomach I puke my guts out. I think I loved him. I think that's why I left.
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