Well I've been really busy lately with classes, and working on some new web projects and stuff. Been riding as much as I can. I went to Oklahoma as well at one point. I finished up DiRT2, and have been playing a lot of Modern Warfare 2 lately. It's actually pretty bad ass and not as crappy as I thought it would be haha. I really want to get the new LittleBigPlanet game for my PSP, maybe I bounce out to the store this weekend and grab a copy. I haven't talked to Chris in like 3 months now, it's retarded and I hate it. I miss him so much and he won't even say a single word to me...BOO.

I'm going to try and finish up my CCNA studies this month (December) and then I'll spend like a couple weeks going back over everything and then I'll try taking the exam. I kind of wish Chris would at least talk to me for this so I could learn more and he could set some things up in the lab for me, but I guess maybe he's just really busy with school himself or he just flat out hates me, I'm not sure, SINCE HE WONT TELL ME.

Brian and I are doing well, I can't believe it's been a year, I love him so much hehe. I don't think we're doing anything special for the holidays, just sticking around the house and hanging with family and all. I should get to be more regular about posting to here...I think I'd like to update the core code on SceneJournal within the next couple weeks since there's been a lot of fixes. We'll see though, depends on how much I want to clean up after since I know a billion things will break in doing so.

Not much going on lately. Just been hanging out, riding a whole lot. Been trying to hit up the gym as much as I can. Went a couple parties over the last couple nights. Got retarded and probably did things I don't even want to know about. I really need to get some coding done on Confessh.us. I just haven't really been in the mood to do it and for me to code stuff, I really have to be in the mood or nothing gets done.

Haven't talked to Chris in weeks now. It sucks and I hate it. I try IMing him but he never responds. I miss having a buddy to do lots of things with. I sent him my Chapter 11 CCNA stuff, but he never responded about it. I dunno what his deal is or why he hates me? Cause I wouldn't send nude frontal pics?! I guess. whatever.

Haven't actually really talked to any of my online buddies in a while. Talk to Jason a bunch the other weekend, but that was about it. Oh wellz :( I think there's one more horse show I can get in next weekend if it's not freezing cold haha. This morning it was like 35F at my house...it's about 70ish now. Hehe, I do like the fall though. The Spring and Fall are my favorite seasons. I have a feeling I'm going to get my ass kicked again this winter, so I apologize in advance to anyone who needs to converse with me this Winter.

I've been playing a lot of DiRT2 lately. I'm like 80% through the DiRT Tour. It's such a fun game. There's definitely a bunch of frustrating points throughout the game, but I really really love racing! I've also been looking for a new car, you know, seeing as how it's been a year since I've had one. I'm probably going to go to this place where you can tell them what you want and they'll either have one or they'll build it for you. I'll probably get like a 2005ish(??) Subaru WRX. I'm pretty excited, I'll probably go there tomorrow and talk it over with them.

Tonight, er today and tonight, not much happening, I went out riding before. Brian and I had some pancakes for breakfast. Played some XBox this afternoon, and tonight, I think we're just staying in and having a quiet movie night which is perfect.

I've also been talking with a couple of the therapeutic riding and horse rescue places up here, so if I can do a little work for them, because having zero income will kick my ass eventually haha. Anyways, I hope everyone had a nice weekend!

 I finished up the last day as an Apple Consultant yesterday. It was a bit sad, but I think this will now give me some real space and time to figure out what the hell I want to do with my life. I think I want to look into something like theraputic riding or something and the local college here offers some classes and stuff. That'd be cool. I've been hitting up the gym I signed up for a bunch lately too. The morning after the first time I went my body was a bit sore haha but it's not that bad anymore. I've also been trying to do swimming and I've definitely been out riding my horses. Time to really get my fatass into shape hehe.

What else...ummm. I need to start a new video game, maybe an RPG since I've not played one of those in FOREVER. I can't even remember the last RPG I played, sad haha. I want to get that new Kingdom Hearts game for my NDS (*starts looking now*)....oh and I want that new Final Fantasy game, can't remmeber the name, Disigia or something, I know that's not the right spelling, but you know what I mean :)

I believe that's about it for now, I had a bit of dramz but I'll write about that in another entry. xoxox

Last night, I spent hours upon hours playing Call of Duty 4 with Chris. I looped into Prestige Level 4 and I'm already 15 levels into that hehehe. I love that game so much. Chris said I need to prove my leetness by not using the M4 Carbine the entire prestige level. Can I do it?! Maybe hahaha....I'll probably stick with the G36 then and the AK-47.

Today, I woke up, did horse chores, took Kiara for a walk and then started working on a new site scheme for DeathNote.me. It's pretty much done. The only things left for that site scheme and the one on SceneJournal will just be CSS tweaks. And those will come when we've got time.

The movie rental application is pretty much done too, all that's left is pretty much bug fixes when bugs are found and other small tweaks! I am so happy cause this pretty much wraps up all my computer related activities. I'll finish up my CCNA studying and all, but that'll be it for me for the most of it. I'll continue blogging here and on WithinMorgan.com but no more going into things anymore. I'm going to be pretty much a user from now on...at least for a good while. :) I just need some time to USE all the stuff I've been creating and administering :)

I don't have much planned for this afternoon. I do need to clean my AR-15 up, although I might go shooting first and then clean her up. Yesterday I went shooting a bit, that was a lot of fun! :) Brian is probably going to come over this evening, maybe I can convince him to spend the night hehe.

Let's see, what else is going on, not much :/ Haha. I believe I've got a horse show next week and then again the week after. So that will be fun! Well, I guess I can stop blabbering for now, until next time!! <3 xooxx

Wow, busy busy busy as of late. Monday I had like 4 consulting appointments, yesterday I had tons of office work to do and some repairs, data transfers and setups to complete. On Monday evening I went out to dinner with Brian and his parents, that was nice, I like them and they seem to like me...although I've known them since I was little, haha, so it's nothing really new. Tuesday Brian made a picnic dinner and brought that up to Burlington along with a blanket and we just ate and layed out on the waterfront. Super romantic and made me totally the happiest girl ever, especially after busting ass all day long, that was exactly what I needed. After that we went and saw Pixar's UP which I thought was outstanding.

I am not sure about myself lately though. Pretty much anything makes me burst into tears. For example, the short before the movie, the one with the storks and the clouds, I started crying because the poor cloud kept fucking up and I dunno?!?! What the hell is wrong with me haha. It was so cute and sad. And then during the main movie I got all teary eyed and stuff haha. It could just be because it's that time of the month pretty much, either that or I've got some really weird emotional problems going on lol. Oh well...

After we got home last night, I checked a couple things on the web, and then Brian and I just fell asleep watching Spirited Away. I was sooooo tired.

Today, not much is happening. Just at the office working on a couple in-house things, as well as some repairs and finishing a data transfer or two from old to new machines. Today was supposed to be really crappy weather, but it's been really nice the entire day so I think I'll take advantage of that and go out riding. Brian said he was making dinner for us tonight, which is awesome. I think I've seriously got the most amazing boyfriend in the whole entire world!! I guess after riding, we'll have dinner, maybe play some Mario Kart, watch a movie and just sleep. I've got some homework to get done for class, so I'll fit that in there somewhere. I've gotta find some lunch at some point too, I might just do Quiznos. I hope everyone is well!! xoxox

 So yesterday was super busy. So was Friday. I can't even really remember the last time I've updated so I might talk about some things I've already talked about haha.

Thursday and Friday were really busy days for me. Thursday, I had a couple consulting appointments in the morning, and then worked at the office for the rest of the day. Had a bunch of repairs to finish, and a couple data transfers, and at one point I had an Xserve setup. On Friday, I just had a bunch of work at the office. Both days went by really quickly. Friday night I proceeded to get intoxicated and play GTAIV with a friend. Tons of fun, although I think I passed out pretty quickly lol. Oops. I did buy myself another 500GB hard drive since SOMEONE stole mine to be used elsewhere haha.

I found out that It-Leaked is back online, which makes me SUPER happy! I was missing my music source haha. I finally got myself caught up on CCNA stuff and this week I'll be starting chapter 8 as planned. Hehe. I love this stuff, although not so much the logical stuff, I like putting the stuff together and doing hands on and all. Thanks to ltdan, I have access to a full CCNA/Cisco lab hehe.

Yesterday, ltdan and I spent like a bazillion hours getting the new database server online. The longest bit was me creating a new bootable USB stick. Note to people, NEVER USE THE UBUNTU/LINUX VERSION OF UNETBOOTIN! It's shit!! Hahaha. I used the Windows version after like 6 hours and it booted the server first try hahaha. So we got the base server install going. I figured out the front panel lights, so now there's one extra pretty light. Hehe And it's blueee!!

I think one of our RAID sets might have just died...we really need to get those extra drives so we can start using the new server as a file storage place. I am hoping we could sell like 10 permanent accounts here or maybe on Death Note...

Today, I've got some school work to get done. I got a 98% on my quiz last week. I'm relatively proud of myself for that hehe. The class is pretty cool, although not what I would normally choose to study. It is required for my degree, so I might as well as make the best of it and learn what I can.

I need to get out to work the horses some, and then I think Brian and I are going out to dinner and to see Terminator. I wouldn't mind seeing Wolverine too. I hope everyone has a lovely day!

 This is kind of a test entry. I think jimmy  got cross posting working, but we'll see when  submit this entry.

I was so busy today, I barely had time to grab a glass of water or sit down for a second. I have like 8-9 repairs that I needed to get through. I had to finish up an Xserve from the previous night and then I had some web work to do. 4:30pm has never come quicker haha After work, I went to the barn and played with my horses. I always have fun with that. Then I BBQ'd some chicken and it was amazing. Brian came over and ate with me, and then he headed home for a bit. I got my Cisco stuff worked on. I finally finished the section about EIGRP, and tomorrow hopefully I can finish the rest of the chapter. Then Friday and the weekend, I'll do questions and stuff.

I finally had time to log into my Fundamentals in Nutrition class tonight. To be honest the website is pretty ghetto. Looks like it was made in 1995 haha. But whatever, it's the content that really matters. I did really well on my practice quizzes (average of 95% or so) hehe. I love taking classes and learning, this is so much fun! Tomorrow we've got a quiz, I'm pretty sure I am ready! :) I can't wait to start Japanese class in July! SO EXCITED!!!

Anyways, I just noticed that there's an issue with the entry box on this site too (as well as Scribbld). I have a feeling it's my web browser though. I wish Google would hurry up and release Chrome for Mac already!

Well, that's about it from me, time to get some sleep!

Oh and also, I think we're going to start selling some permanent accounts, about 10 of them on Scribbld. So keep your eyes peeled! :)

OH anddddd. I finally got my Xbox back from Microsoft, and the Faceplate USB cover was busted off...so I called and a really nice lady offered to ship me a new faceplate...I'll blog it on WithinMorgan.com tomorrow or something...whenever I get time. Hehe.

 I have in my hands 100 invites to a new journaling community, Death Note. If you want one, leave your email address and I'll send ya one!!

Also note, this is a special community so some work is involved in getting it to work on your computer/device...so there's your fair warning! :)

The horse show last week was amazing. I know I didn't write anything or tweet very much, but that's what happens when you've got a lot of things to do haha. I definitely had an awesome time. There were a couple photographers theres, so I'll see if I can find some pics of me and I'll post them up.

So a little drama happened. My ex-boyfriend, Brian, who I kind of still like came down and surprised me. He brought flowers and horsey stuff and was there each morning and all day when I was riding, and when I wasn't we hung out. So the issue is he wants to get back together with me and I want to also, but I'm so afraid he's going to pull another I'm busy with school and exams and breakup with me again. On Friday night we had a good long talk, basically he broke up with me because he thought he wasn't giving me the amount of time and attention he thought I deserved and thought I deserved to be with someone a lot better then him. That was because he was all stressed out over his finals and exams and such...I dunno, if it was me that made him think that or something. I don't know, but I was really happy with him and I totally understood he had a lot going on, so I was trying to be as not needy and clingy as possible. I dunno, I think we both had some bad communication on both our parts. So he ended up spending the nights in my room, but I made him sleep on the floor, I didn't think we were at the sleeping in the same bed yet...if that even ever happens...I really don't know what to do...I like him a lot, I just don't like how he broke it off, without even talking to me first you know...I don't know what will happen to us...we'll see...

So I got home this morning around 10 or so...kind of just hung out for a bit. Talked with raf  and ltdan  and then I took a nap. I had a dream that I was Baird from GoW and that I had a chainsaw dual with someone who was "playing" Marcus. Weird I know...then I had a dream about me fingering myself?! Dunno where that came from, but it happened haha.

Just chatting with Chris now. I think my parents are coming over, and we're doing some BBQing in a little bit. Yum!!

One of my summer classes starts tomorrow. I'm really excited...even though it is online. I tried logging in today, but the class still isn't showing up. Hopefully it does by tomorrow. Haha. Japanese class starts in July. I'm really psyched for that one.

So, jimmy  found out that Dreamwidth is OS. So we're looking to set that up. Maybe start a new invite-only, special, elitist journaling site with that. It'll be pretty private if we do get it running...we're installing a couple servers too run it on at the moment, only testing. If we like it we'll go live with it. We're also actively working on fixing the polls in the RTE and getting rename tokens working!

I hope everyone had a wonderful past week and a lovely weekend...and have a wonderful upcoming week!!

xooxx

Not much to say at the moment. I watched Defiance with ltdan  the other night. We both seemed to enjoy it. A little old school, but definitely badass. Tonight we're watching Resident Evil: Degeneration which is going to be awesome.

I've been in the mood to see Advent Children again, so maybe sometime soon...

I'll be away this upcoming week. Leaving tomorrow for Massachusetts. Going to the Vermont Spring Classic horse show. It'll be awesome. It usually always is!!

We've ordered almost all of the parts for the new server. I just ordered the logic board and CPU from NewEgg.

Woops...got wicked sidetracked on this entry...just finished playin' some Xbox with ltdan  and raf . We might do an all nighter tonight, although likely not since there's not much to do and I'll get bored and fall asleep haha

Hrmmm, so that's about it from me...not much going on tomorrow, sleeping if I do have an all nighter, and then heading down to MA...not sure how much I'll update when I am gone (not like I update a lot when I'm here haha). So have an awesome week everyone!! xoxox

So I've been spending a buncha time geeking out the last couple days. I moved my Shuttle to my desk (which is far better then the corner of the room) and brought up an old PC from below to use as my Skype machine. I installed Ubuntu 9.04 on the Shuttle and wow. I really really like it. I've been using it exclusively for the last couple days and I am really impressed so far. Mind you, all I am doing is surfing the web, chatting on IM, and doing a bit of work in the Terminal. I definitely would never use this as my main OS, I am far to addicted to OS X and it's wonderfully amazing applications. Linux cannot even compare to it, but it's definitely awesome for what I am using it for.

Today I bought my first ever flash drive, waaay proud of myself. I was in the store and I was like, ok, time to stop being such a loser, I need one of these, since everyone else has one haha. I really have NO idea what I am going to use it for, but at least I can say I have one! It's 8GB, so that's cool.

Did all of my Chapter 6 notes. I was proud of myself. Took me like four hours because not only did I have to take the notes, but I actually really had to understand the material. This chapter was on IP Routing, which is a bit better then the Chapter 3 (subnetting, VLSM) stuff. So now after I finish this entry, I'm going to work on the written lab, which is hopefully not to hard!!

I installed Windows 7 on that other PC, my new Skype box :) Everything went pretty smooth, it found my new 500GB drive, and the install didn't bother me as much as a Windows XP install, more like click install and it does it thing...I liked that. It has tons of pretty wallpapers too, so that made me happy. What didn't make me happy is driver issues, but I guess that's something one should be used to if you're using Windows...always driver issues. This time it's the audio drivers...and I don't know what to do...more like I don't have time to Google it...I am sure it's a simple fix...download some file and it'll work :)

Spent a bunch of time at the barn today, was wicked nice out. I couldn't bring myself to do the CCNA notes, and then do the labs...so I took a break and worked the horses. I'll be gone to Massachusetts all of next week at a horse show, so I've gotta get them ready for that.

Tonight, like I said, finishing (hopefully) the written lab bit of Chapter 6, then I think (if I get this audio drive issue resolved) I'll be playing some Xbox with ltdan . I would like to get back into studying Japanese more routinely since I'll be taking the class in a couple weeks (of which I am VERY excited to do). I love it.

Alright, enough of my spamming, and blabberin'! Have a nice night! <3

Life has been quieting down a little bit lately...well ok, not very much, but at least enough for me to write this entry haha. Life has actually been getting busier and busier. I find that I am rarely home on the weekends, and now that show season is upon us, I have a feeling I'll be around less and less haha. It kind of sucks, because I really wanted to work a lot on Confessh.us, but I doubt I'll be able to find the time, but maybe that's where jimmy  can step up. Although he's probably got just as many things to do as I, if not more. So yeah...

These last 2 weekends I've been mostly down in Massachusetts at airsoft OPs. This weekend (Saturday) was one of the biggest OPs in New England, Battle for Tolland. There's like 300 people there or something crazy, it's wicked fun though! I was supposed to go to an OP today in Vermont, but then I remember how much the players in VT annoy me...so I skipped out and watched some Dirty Jobs, and went horseback riding instead haha. I was only able to work one of the horses, then I came home.

Played some GTAIV with ltdan and then I proceeded to Ubuntu my Shuttle. It's so sexy!!

Well, I've been doing okay lately. A couple things have come up, not sure their public-entry friendly, but they've definitely got me thinking and wondering about things in my life.

I'd rather not go into all that right now. I've been listening to The Romantic Tragedy's EP for like 2 weeks now, it's so amazing and it always makes me smile. I love it so much! I got another Xbox on Friday I think it was and I've been playing a bunch of CoD4 and GTA4 with ltdan. We definitely have a lot with it, I think it's a lot of fun. I'm glad I got a real copy of GTA, it's a lot of fun screwing up the city with your best friend haha. I finally unlocked Martydom and the M4 Carbine yesterday, so I'm happy about that.

I finished up most of Chapter 5 in my CCNA book yesterday. I just need to finish the review questions tonight before our little study/review session. Then hopefully I can get some COD4 in. I'm addicted to that game, it's terrible.

Chris is getting his XDM today, I can't wait to see it. I want one myself. I'll probably get an another AR15 though, this time the A3.

I played some Battlefield: Heroes the other day. Was actually pretty fun despite being in the most uncomfortable position lol. I'll try to get my PC hooked up to my TV, that'll be a lot better on my back haha.

Today not much is happening, weather is kind of crappy, but whatever, I'm doing good today. I can't wait, 2 OPs this weekend!! Might be getting an M203 for my carbine so that excites me a lot!! Have a wonderful day kids! <333

Haha, my life just doesn't give me a break. If it's not one thing isn't another, and while it's not necessarily a bad thing, I do wish I had a bit more time to just watch a movie or something. Although I guess that's kind of retarded to say because lately I've been playing Xbox with ltdan until I go to bed hahaha. I would like this week to be a bit more laid back so I'm trying to do anything I can to make it happen.

This weekend, I was down in Massachusetts for airsoft, was a lot of fun, our team won 2 rounds and lost one. So I think we did really well. I had an awesome time. On Sunday I went to Boston, did some shopping, met up with some friends for breakfast and then came back home. Last night, I played some Call of Duty 4 and Grand Theft Auto 4 with Chris, we had an awesome time as usual.

Today, I woke up a bit later then normal, got my morning barn chores done, chatted with a couple friends, and then I went for a good run and did some grocery shopping in town. I am hoping to have my real Xbox back soon, I would think this week, hopefully.

Tonight, nothing, I guess I should work on CCNA stuff, but I am not in the mood, I just want to relax for the rest of the day. I'm tired. Maybe I'll just watch some TV or something, X____x

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