I've had this page open since like 9:30am and I've written nothing. I keep getting distracted....

So this morning I finally got my cast off and now I've got a soft one, I think it's air or something. I wasn't paying attention. Made it to work around 9:30am and continued working on the Mac Pro I was pulling apart for login board replacement yesterday. Hrmm, maybe before I talk about today, I should talk about yesterday :)

Yesterday...work was work, spent a bunch time playing on AP and hanging out with the very cool and very nice people on there. Made a couple new friends so I was happy about that. raf was at some learning about XML thing all day, so we didn't chat at all, it sucked. I missed him so much. He always does the best job in making my day fly by! Went home around 4:30...slept on the bus (as usual). Got back on AP, hit 1000+ posts hehe, then Brian came over.

I wanted to watch Kung Foo Panda with him, but I ended up not having it. I thought I did, but I think the copy I had got NUKED, so I ended up deleting it. I did download a new copy though, but I obviously didn't have it in time. We ended up watching The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian, a movie I love.

So, Brian, I suppose I should tell you a bit about him huh?! He's my brothers friend, I've known him for a while, I guess he's my friend too, but he's probably more my brothers friend who I've always kind of liked. He's 19, I think almost 20. He's a grade above my brother, but they've always been buddies. He came over on Thanksgiving, it was actually the first time I'd seen him in a while....we're all so busy! We kind of just hung out, caught up and stuff, and then the other night, Monday, he saw my Twitter (stalker???) and he brought me some hot chocolate while I was working at the barn. Cutest and best thing ever.

So anyways, he came over last night. We watched a movie, he didn't really try anything, which I thought was cute too. I mean he put his arm around me and I snuggled a bit closer to him, but that's about it...well, sorta...he did kiss me good night, but I don't know if it was like kiss as a friend just cause, or if it meant anything, I don't know what I want it to be...I really don't...I am so confused about boys sometimes...he also texted me when he got home saying he had a really fun time. I did too. I had actually wanted him to spend the night, but he had class in the morning...

I sometimes get that butterfly feeling about him, but I dunno :P We'll see!


Ok, so today...yeah, went to the doctors, got rid of my hard cast, it's amazing!!! Got to work, been working on a Mac Pro pretty much all morning. Finished it though, returning some phone calls now. Playing on AP too, although it's pretty quiet...I am sure this afternoon it'll come back alive!! I'm going to work horses tonight, that will be fun, maybe call Brian at some point see if he's doing anything tonight, I hope he doesn't get sick of me haha

I actually got to play some Dead Space on Monday. I made it a bit into Chapter 2, I am so slow at video games...well most of the time hehe Definitely a wicked awesome game though, I really like it. I think I might buy that Scorpion Suit on Marketplace. Not much else has been going on...oh I did a bunch of work on You Are The Scene, Dave is a really great guy. 

Just chatting with Jason now, and slowly posting on AP...thinking about getting some lunch at some point...yummy!

 So don't give up on me We can be still pretend This is all just a game That'll work itself out in the end.

- Darkest Hour