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Feeling down [18 Jan 2008|11:57am]
[ mood | depressed ]

I just really honestly want to die...I'm tired of being here i'm tired of living all i ever do is fuck up  i just want to waste away. 

Im lonely, my other grandmother has only 9 months to live due to stomach cancer and cancer of the liver, my family is torn apart and my dad is fuckin idiot. 

I have money problems i can't find a job and keep trying i guess what i'm going to have to do is keep pestering them until someone gives me a job. 

I just wonder sometimes what it would be like if i was gone.  And honestly i can't wait to die so i wont be apart of this thing they call LIFE. 

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