Léon Shaw (mightbeclever) wrote,
@ 2010-10-13 02:51:00

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Charmed private to Upper Academy

Sure, mates...it gets better. Its fuckin' shame you all didn't take a nose dive off the nearest bridge.

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[Private to Leon]

cabotine
2010-10-14 03:16 am UTC (link)

Leon... How can you expect someone to deny who they are? It's asking someone to never love, never enjoy themselves, never be open and honest with someone else about who they are. That's like... like freezing your emotions and not letting them thaw. You can't stay sane that way. Sooner or later someone who does that is bound to explode, and that's not good at all.

How can you expect someone to lie to every single person they ever get close to? Parents? Friends? Siblings? Lovers who can never really be lovers in the truest sense? To never be with the person you truly want to be with... it would drive me mad.

Anyone who would deny themselves the opportunity to be who they are... I pity them. Truly pity them. Choice or no.

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	[Private to Rowan] mightbeclever 2010-10-14 03:21 am UTC (link)
	And what if that's not what you want? That you don't want to be gay? If you have the fucking choice, you can fix it...and no one ever has to know. Being happy with who you are? Yeah, sure. I'd rather be someone else, someone normal. That would make me happy. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

[Private to Leon]

cabotine
2010-10-14 03:36 am UTC (link)

Leon this sounds an awful lot like
Is there something you want to say? Or
You're getting a bit defensive, maybe

...are YOU

Leon, this is private between us. I would never betray a confidence, even if we aren't exactly friends, and in fact especially for that reason. I would swear to that, and even enter a magically binding contract if needed. You certainly don't need to tell me, or even respond, but I need to ask.

Do you know someone who is in this situation? Someone close to you? You?

Honestly, I'm only trying to help. Feel free to tell me to fuck off.

~~If it IS you... oh poor Leon...~~

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	[Private to Rowan] [Several hours later.] mightbeclever 2010-10-14 03:41 am UTC (link)
	yeah. me. happy? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

[Private to Leon] [6:15 AM the next morning]

cabotine
2010-10-14 04:47 am UTC (link)

~~Oh holy shit I had no idea...~~

I am so sorry for all the things I said. I really didn't know. But it doesn't make it any less true.

Leon, I think you should talk about this to someone, maybe. Again, feel free to just tell me to fuck off here.

Look, this is who you are. It is normal, for you. And for a lot of other people around the world.

The offer still stands to talk, and I would like to add that I do actually want to talk to you, if you'll let me. If you want to, of course. I know we're not entirely close, but I'm more than willing to sit down with you and talk things out.

And no, I'm not happy, Leon. If this is really your life then I feel bad for whatever it is that made things so difficult for you. No one should have to go through this, let alone by themselves. I'm here for you if you want.

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	[Private to Rowan] [7:30 AM the next morning] mightbeclever 2010-10-14 04:53 am UTC (link)
	it isn't normal. it isn't what i'm supposed to be. and there is nothing too talk about just forget i said anything i have to go to class later (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	[Private to Leon] [7:32 AM] cabotine 2010-10-14 05:03 am UTC (link)
	But it... I'm sorry, Leon. I was just trying to... ...Ok then. I'm still here if... you know. Later. (Reply to this)(Parent)

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