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| Haha, So Shiori, Alex's on & off girlfriend. Hacked into my shit and read about me and Alex hooking up while she was gone. While he was explaining all the lies he told me this past year. I told him first off he needs to tell her the truth- b/c it will come out anyways. and that if he really loves her, why is he talking to me? Go get her! He hasn't talked to me since. But he's a liar. Straight up liar. And he wants to change, but can't. And I'm done! haha FUCK finally right? Having to deal with his petty issues. I'm sorry Shiori, I suspected you guys were together when we hooked up. But he insisted that you weren't. So shit happens. & I mean common the same shit happened to me with you & him. So... Karma... ? yes...? | ||||||
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January 3rd, 2010
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| Got my mind a little caught up after Cali, It's weird how family can fuck with your head. ... Stay true to yourself. | ||||
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December 30th, 2009
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| My trip to Cali was successful. Got a lot figured out... Gained a lot of knowledge about the family. Got some unfinished business taken cared of. Back to Portland and it SNOWED! Played in the snow for a while. Froze. I have a lot on my mind. But the things on my mind are too jumbled up to spill out on this journal entry. In fear of misconstruing something good, overdoing it... I want to keep things small and simple. Don't want to lose control. Another fear of mine is writing about it and jinxing it. Which I might have just done... ... FUUUCk Megan-- If you read this still... Haven't heard from you, hope all is well and you're doing what you've been wanting to do. Always here if you need ANYTHING. (That goes for all of you) I need to take a trip this weekend. Modify my thought patterns. Change of scenery. | ||||
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December 17th, 2009
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| Hey so I have a huge favor to ask.. I'm going to Cali from the 21st-28th/29th... I was wondering if anyone can take care of my cat... Or i can give my keys to someone and they can just stay at my place for a week. Or just stop by give some kitty love and clean litter box, fill food dish... etc... I'll pay you 50$ and be eternally grateful! Let me know! | ||||
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December 16th, 2009
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| I think visiting Eugene to finally see Norm is going to be absolutely epic. Nervous Excited Anxious I just have to remember that everything is going to be fine. | ||||
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December 8th, 2009
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| Ha.. ha... So I had a college fund a couple days ago. Then I get a phone call from my aunt telling me that it's dwindling down and it's low. Very low. She said I have to get a job and a roommate. Soo... Anyone need a place to live? haha I'm pretty stoked about it. I hate money. But I feel better not just having it handed it to me. Call me weird, but I'm excited to become more self-sufficient. | ||||
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December 4th, 2009
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| I want to do something... Hangin out w/ friends & family is fun... I need an adventure. Someone wanna go on a roadtrip? | ||||
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November 15th, 2009
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| life dude... damn. Hang in there and you'll get somewhere. Real friends will help you bury a dead body. Will tell you what's up but won't tell you what to do. Will be there at 4AM if you really need them. Real people don't get caught up with everything. They don't go overboard trying to make themselves better than everyone else. They're just living to live. Just doing it. Compassionate people will put themselves in others shoes. And even when shit gets crazy, you give people the benefit of the doubt. Fucked up people don't want to work to break the cycle. A couple things I was reminded of this week... | ||||
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September 30th, 2009
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| And someone once upon a time told me I'm horrible at making decisions. Moving to Portland, best decision I ever made. Portland State is nothing short of awesome. Meeting some great people. The majority of my classes are P.E. Scuba lab tonight was tough, but being the tiniest girl in class... I did the best out of anyone, even the guys. So now I'm qualified to learn scuba! I love it when people look at me and think, "Ha, yeah right she can do this" Then I pull it off like nothing and it makes them look like idiots. I'm really happy with where I decided to live, 5 blocks away from the gym where most of my classes are. Then 10 blocks away from any other class I could have. It feels great to know that I did this on my own... That I can push myself to do things that I never thought I could. I got a kitten, I fucking love her. Haven't thought of a name yet but I'm stoked about it. Haha I don't even know if you guys read this anymore. I feel like I'm talking to myself. | ||||
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August 30th, 2009
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| God it's great to be out of Orange County. | ||||
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August 18th, 2009
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| Camping trip sometime this weekend. Tell me you're down... | ||||
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August 8th, 2009
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| I'm good, for now.. Hah in search for my identity. i'll just keep doing what I love and I'm sure i'll find it. Trusting the process. reggae concert with mel t was amazing. letting loose to some amazing reggae music was exactly what i needed. | ||||
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July 16th, 2009
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| Okay, so I need to get out already. Too many beautiful days to just sit in the apartment. Lets start planning the first of many adventures this summer? Mt. Hood Freeway I got gas covered. Need to figure out some great camping spots. I think I got a tent and a couple sleeping bags. Who wants to go and whens good for everyone? | ||||
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July 10th, 2009
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| It just hit me that I've moved and I'm embracing it. Life is pretty good, except for my speeding ticket. Hah just been busy and unpacking. I have to get my car registered and do a bunch of other small shit that requires a lot of time... | ||||
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June 27th, 2009
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| fuck, I got scammed on craigslist. FUCK | ||||
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June 24th, 2009
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| So I'm over it, there's a lot more fish in the sea. And I'm ready to catch some ONO GRINDZ =) Scenic route outside of portland. 200 miles... I think.. Anyone down? | ||||
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June 15th, 2009
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| Fuck men, I'm dropping them and focusing on myself now. | ||||
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June 3rd, 2009
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| So I've been looking for apartments for about a week now. Found some good ones but I still want to make sure I've checked out everything so I'm most likely going to stay another couple days. I can't fucking wait to live here, to be able to hang out with you guys again... I'm so fucking excited!!! Sorry to anyone that has been trying to get a hold of me and can't... between me being all over the place and my brothers need to get me stoned 24/7. I have a really hard time remembering to call people back. Annnd. I have a couple more appts to look at places today, and tonight I'm free... If anyone wants to chill, vent, cuddle... Call me. hah 5033478567 | ||||
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May 26th, 2009
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| I'll be there Thursday, around 7pm. I can't wait to leave. Haha | ||||
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May 10th, 2009
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| "Hi Megan , So many years have gone . Yet I knew in my heart you would find me . So looking forward to seeing you again . I have so much to say an show . Norm ." E-mail he sent me, tugged on my heart strings just a little. Hah. | ||||
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