1. What did you do in 2009 that you’d never done before?
Had phone sex with my ex-boyfriend while still engaged to Toby

2. Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Stopped making resolutions when I realized that no matter what I couldn't keep them

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
I don't think this year but my fave cousin is due in Feb!

4. Did anyone close to you die?
A cousin of mine passed on in May(I believe)

5. What countries did you visit?
None.

6. What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009?
More money. Need job. Finish school

7. What dates from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
April 24th-The night Matt contacted me through Myspace and December 21st-The night Matt and I had sex

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Taking charge of my life

9. What was your biggest failure?
Fucking up my Spring 2009 Semester

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
A broken heart but that's a constant thing

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Assassins Creed II

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
My sister. She finally got her GED after all these years

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Family and now ex-fiance

14. Where did most of your money go?
Groceries, Bills, and new jeans for me

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Matt

16. What song will always remind you of 2009?
I guess anything by Lady Gaga. Can't stand that bitch but for some reason the songs/artists/bands I hate most stick out most in my mind

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? Happier. Working on my life.
b) thinner or fatter? Fatter. But working on it.
c) richer or poorer? Same.

18. What do you wish you’d done more of?
Being more bold with people.

19. What do you wish you’d done less of?
Staying in the house; depressed.

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
X-mas eve @ my sister's house and x-mas day at my house and then over at my sister's house to be w/my mom and Mike.

21. Did you fall in love in 2009?
No, but my feelings for Matt were re-kindled, though I do love him.

22. How many one-night stands?
None so far...hoping to be with Matt some more

23. What was your favorite TV program?
NCIS, NCIS LA, Anything on Investigation Discovery (ID)

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
I don't think so

25. What was the best book you read?
House of the Night or the Immortals series

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Jay Sean, Owl City

27. What did you want and get?
Time with Matt though I'm praying for more before he leaves

28. What did you want and not get?
A Beetle or Wii

29. What was your favorite film of this year?
New Moon

30. What did you do on your birthday?
I had classes that day but afterwards Toby made me dinner and we had a nice night at home

31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Matt telling me that he wants to be a couple again

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2009?
Confusing. Half tomboy-ish/half girlie-girl-ish

33. What kept you sane?
Talking to Matt and counseling

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Uhhh.....Pauley Perrette. Fuck she is hot.

35. What political issue stirred you the most?
nothing really. I'm broke so the health care thing doesn't really bother me and since I don't have a job I haven't got anything to be worried about....yet.

36. Who did you miss?
Matt

37. Who was the best new person you met?
It wasn't new but I'm glad I got to know Trenton better than what I did before.

38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009
Be bold. Don't let anything hold you back from doing what you want to do/being who you want to be.

39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year
"So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will "

"Thank You For The Venom"-My Chemical Romance

mood: hungry