| zerosix. |
[25 Feb 2009|12:24pm] |
Being a mother is something I cannot even begin to explain. It's not like anything else in this world. Nothing prepares you for it, but when it comes, it's there and everything just seems to fall into place. You may not want it but it's there. Almost losing both my life and Mandy's life made me realise that, yeah, it isn't so bad and in the end, I did want to have a baby with Matt. She's our one and only, no more babies from me. Even if I wanted another (one is more than enough, thank you), I couldn't. Like some rabid dog, I've been fixed.
THANK YOU FOR TELLING ME A FEW WEEKS LATE, MATTHEW.
But Mandy is a joy. A precious joy. She smiles a lot, makes giggling noises and loves to sleep on Daddy's chest while Mummy works about the house. My life is complete. I'm officially a sap, after being in a relationship for over a decade, I've become a sap.
And I swear, Mandy is Matthew's. Just because she has a head full of blonde hair doesn't mean anything! She is just... blonde. By a fluke. By mistake. How the hell did she come out blonde? Seriously?
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| zerofive. |
[20 Jan 2009|02:34am] |
I'm... fine. Almost died, but fine!
The baby is... well, fine, I guess. She almost died. She was very early. Her name is Amanda Jane.
We're still in the hospital. Probably will be for a few more days. Bad things happened. This is not good.
All I want to do is go home, sleep in a comfortable bed and... be a Mommy, I guess.
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| zerofour. |
[30 Dec 2008|01:45am] |
With everything going on...
Nothing feels safe anymore, and I think this is only because I'm nearing seven months along and insanely moody for some reason.
But with nothing safe? It's going to take me a lot to leave the house anymore. Fuck delivery. Matt's a fucking Healer, he can deliver his own kid.
Now, I'm craving some food, so I will go find that then curl up in my bed.
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| zerothree. |
[08 Dec 2008|07:26am] |
I DON'T CARE. MATT IS NOT GOING TO SOME... THINGY HOME WHEN I'M ABOUT THE HAVE OUR BABY.
No, no, no. I won't allow it. No job, no... whatever. I don't care! He isn't going. They can't make him. I won't let him.
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| zerotwo. |
[09 Oct 2008|10:05am] |
My baby-- MY BABY JUST KICKED INSIDE ME. ohmygod. Maybe this won't be so
So, this pregnancy thing isn't that bad, I guess. I get to eat like some pig, have a justification now for my bitchiness and luckily, for the both of us, don't have to go through that marriage quiz... thing. I know Matt like the back of my hand, but thank god I refuse to marry him. Too much stress, that's all marriage is.
Since my belly is growing, maybe I'll be a pumpkin this year for Halloween while passing out the candy to the little kids on our street.
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| zeroone. |
[06 Sep 2008|01:15am] |
Thank you God Matt has his job back. He was seriously starting to drive me crazy. I had to stay home a few days because of this damn the baby and all the wonderful puking and dizzy spells I've been enduring, so he decided to play father hen (rooster, whatever) and hover over me like the crazed healer that he is.
This baby is the only thing that is really keeping me from going on a rampage with the Ministry. I don't think raising a baby in a jail cell would be all that wonderful. Although, I must say, working for muggles really isn't all that bad.
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