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Tobirama Senju ([info]longshowers) wrote,
@ 2010-09-02 02:00:00


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I forgot how hard it was to job hunt. I think that's why I ended up skipping it for a few weeks. Then weeks turned to months. I've been thinking of getting more training, joining up as an IT guy somewhere. I looked here but there's no openings so I suppose I might have to look elsewhere. It would be weird to leave this company, even if I haven't even been here a full year. Somehow, it's grown on me.

I think I would just miss the hamburger vending machine too much.


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Re: Private
[info]longshowers
2010-09-02 10:33 pm UTC (link)
Yeah. What's on your mind?

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Re: Private
[info]lost_but_found
2010-09-02 10:35 pm UTC (link)
Why did you give him a second chance?

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Re: Private
[info]longshowers
2010-09-02 10:36 pm UTC (link)
Sasuke? Because everybody deserves a second chance.

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Re: Private
[info]lost_but_found
2010-09-02 10:37 pm UTC (link)
Why?

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Re: Private
[info]longshowers
2010-09-02 10:38 pm UTC (link)
Because sometimes people get emotional and say things they don't mean. Sometimes things happen and people do what they think is the right choice at the time, but then months go by and they realize that... they made a mistake. None of us are perfect, we all make mistakes. So nobody should be punished for a mistake.

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[info]lost_but_found
2010-09-02 10:40 pm UTC (link)
And if it happens again? Do you believe that people really can change?

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Re: Private
[info]longshowers
2010-09-02 10:41 pm UTC (link)
I believe everybody can change, but it does take time.

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Re: Private
[info]lost_but_found
2010-09-02 10:42 pm UTC (link)
Why would you want them to change?

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Re: Private
[info]longshowers
2010-09-02 10:43 pm UTC (link)
To an extent, some changes make people better. When people grow and learn new things about other people, about themselves, they do change to reflect that. They don't become an entirely different person, it's really hard to rewrite who you are, but small changes do happen. It doesn't mean that person is a new person now.

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[info]lost_but_found
2010-09-02 10:45 pm UTC (link)
Do you not think that is selfish to expect someone to change for you?

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Re: Private
[info]longshowers
2010-09-02 10:49 pm UTC (link)
I don't expect anybody to change for me. Did I imply that?

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Re: Private
[info]lost_but_found
2010-09-02 10:53 pm UTC (link)
Yes. You said that people deserve a second chance because they can change. Essentially you said that you gave my brother a second chance for him to change for you.

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Re: Private
[info]longshowers
2010-09-02 10:54 pm UTC (link)
No, I had meant that he changed on his own, and I could tell he was growing up... the only thing I ever tried to change for him was to break him of his addiction to drugs. So I will say I did try to change him there, but his personality... I never wanted to change that.

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[info]lost_but_found
2010-09-02 10:56 pm UTC (link)
So why aren't you dating him then if he was who you wanted?

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Re: Private
[info]longshowers
2010-09-02 10:57 pm UTC (link)
Because right now I don't deserve to date him. He deserves better than me right now.

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Re: Private
[info]lost_but_found
2010-09-02 10:58 pm UTC (link)
Why?

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Re: Private
[info]longshowers
2010-09-02 10:59 pm UTC (link)
Because like I said earlier... I'm not living my life for myself. So how can I love someone else fully when every time I look at myself, I feel like I've become someone I don't recognize?

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Re: Private
[info]lost_but_found
2010-09-02 11:01 pm UTC (link)
... Would you like to come over? I would like to have this conversation at more of a face value if possible.

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Re: Private
[info]longshowers
2010-09-02 11:06 pm UTC (link)
To the mansion?

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Re: Private
[info]lost_but_found
2010-09-02 11:08 pm UTC (link)
That is where I live.

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Re: Private
[info]longshowers
2010-09-02 11:09 pm UTC (link)
... Ah, of course. I can come over then. Do you want to arrange a time, or...?

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Re: Private
[info]lost_but_found
2010-09-02 11:09 pm UTC (link)
Or... ?

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Re: Private
[info]longshowers
2010-09-02 11:10 pm UTC (link)
It was an open invitation to see what time was best for you.

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Re: Private
[info]lost_but_found
2010-09-02 11:12 pm UTC (link)
How so? You asked me if I wished to arrange the time and then you stopped without continuing which usually prompts for your response as you want to suggest something.

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Re: Private
[info]longshowers
2010-09-02 11:13 pm UTC (link)
... What time should I come over?

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Re: Private - [info]lost_but_found, 2010-09-02 11:14 pm UTC
Re: Private - [info]longshowers, 2010-09-02 11:34 pm UTC
Re: Private - [info]lost_but_found, 2010-09-02 11:35 pm UTC
Re: Private - [info]longshowers, 2010-09-03 12:10 am UTC

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