Tobirama Senju (longshowers) wrote,
@ 2010-09-02 02:00:00

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I forgot how hard it was to job hunt. I think that's why I ended up skipping it for a few weeks. Then weeks turned to months. I've been thinking of getting more training, joining up as an IT guy somewhere. I looked here but there's no openings so I suppose I might have to look elsewhere. It would be weird to leave this company, even if I haven't even been here a full year. Somehow, it's grown on me.

I think I would just miss the hamburger vending machine too much.

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	lost_but_found 2010-09-02 10:07 pm UTC (link)
	And why do you not think that you are? You must have made that assumption based off something. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	longshowers 2010-09-02 10:08 pm UTC (link)
	I guess it was awkward to say I was family when I was dating your brother. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lost_but_found 2010-09-02 10:11 pm UTC (link)
	That would be a question I would have brought up. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	longshowers 2010-09-02 10:12 pm UTC (link)
	I would like to be family now, at least. But I understand if you can't see me that way. Because of who I dated. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lost_but_found 2010-09-02 10:16 pm UTC (link)
	I have already accepted my brother with my uncle, I an accept you as well. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Private longshowers 2010-09-02 10:21 pm UTC (link)
	Thanks, I guess. Though Madara and Sasuke's old mess probably isn't something you should openly discuss. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: Private lost_but_found 2010-09-02 10:28 pm UTC (link)
	Both of them weren't ashamed of it so why should it be private? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: Private longshowers 2010-09-02 10:29 pm UTC (link)
	Because it's in the past now. I guess it's just a sensitive topic. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: Private lost_but_found 2010-09-02 10:32 pm UTC (link)
	Hmm, okay. Can I ask another question? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: Private longshowers 2010-09-02 10:33 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. What's on your mind? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: Private lost_but_found 2010-09-02 10:35 pm UTC (link)
	Why did you give him a second chance? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: Private longshowers 2010-09-02 10:36 pm UTC (link)
	Sasuke? Because everybody deserves a second chance. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: Private lost_but_found 2010-09-02 10:37 pm UTC (link)
	Why? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: Private longshowers 2010-09-02 10:38 pm UTC (link)
	Because sometimes people get emotional and say things they don't mean. Sometimes things happen and people do what they think is the right choice at the time, but then months go by and they realize that... they made a mistake. None of us are perfect, we all make mistakes. So nobody should be punished for a mistake. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: Private lost_but_found 2010-09-02 10:40 pm UTC (link)
	And if it happens again? Do you believe that people really can change? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: Private longshowers 2010-09-02 10:41 pm UTC (link)
	I believe everybody can change, but it does take time. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: Private lost_but_found 2010-09-02 10:42 pm UTC (link)
	Why would you want them to change? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: Private longshowers 2010-09-02 10:43 pm UTC (link)
	To an extent, some changes make people better. When people grow and learn new things about other people, about themselves, they do change to reflect that. They don't become an entirely different person, it's really hard to rewrite who you are, but small changes do happen. It doesn't mean that person is a new person now. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: Private lost_but_found 2010-09-02 10:45 pm UTC (link)
	Do you not think that is selfish to expect someone to change for you? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: Private longshowers 2010-09-02 10:49 pm UTC (link)
	I don't expect anybody to change for me. Did I imply that? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: Private lost_but_found 2010-09-02 10:53 pm UTC (link)
	Yes. You said that people deserve a second chance because they can change. Essentially you said that you gave my brother a second chance for him to change for you. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: Private longshowers 2010-09-02 10:54 pm UTC (link)
	No, I had meant that he changed on his own, and I could tell he was growing up... the only thing I ever tried to change for him was to break him of his addiction to drugs. So I will say I did try to change him there, but his personality... I never wanted to change that. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: Private lost_but_found 2010-09-02 10:56 pm UTC (link)
	So why aren't you dating him then if he was who you wanted? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: Private longshowers 2010-09-02 10:57 pm UTC (link)
	Because right now I don't deserve to date him. He deserves better than me right now. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)