Laura Marie Madley (laurathegreat) wrote,
@ 2007-12-30 22:14:00

Private to Justin and Melanie
What makes a person fully gay?

I've been trying to bed Amy Runcorn. It's not going well. Should I set my sights on a guy, instead?

~~I'm not sure if I want to~~
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Private to Justin
You know I'm bi, Justin, don't you? I mean, I've never made a secret of the fact that I like boys and girls equally. Which brings me to what I actually intended to ask - lately, I've not had as much... male attention as I could have. And the problem with that isn't that I'm not getting any male attention, it's that I don't seem to CARE that I'm not getting any male attention. I don't know if I'm making any sense, but Justin, I don't think I WANT to be fully gay.
/private

Private to those who won't spill the beans
Someone needs to throw a party or something. This slumber party seems to be over before it has begun. I've got booze for Africa, it's just sitting in my trunk, begging to be drunk...
/private

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Mel/Laura

melanie
2008-01-01 01:16 pm UTC (link)

I'm sorry! I just... I have no problems with your sexuality, you know that, but talking about it makes me ~~really~~ kind of uncomfortable. You know me.

But I don't think being gay is bad. What's the point of being bisexual if you might not even be interested in boys, anymore? And Merlin, Laura! Relationships are not all about sex. There's more to them than just that, you know?

You can. What's the matter?

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Mel/Laura

laurathegreat
2008-01-02 10:05 am UTC (link)

Yeah, I know you.

But I can't help but think that maybe we're not meant to be great friends for much longer, if such a simple thing about me makes you feel weird. You should love me regardless, not in spite of my being bi. Or gay. Or whatever.

I'm not saying it's bad... I'm just saying, if I do turn out to be gay, that's half the population of Hogwarts that's out, straight away. And of the half that's left (the girls), 99% of them won't even give me the time of day as soon as it gets around that I'm gay. And it WILL get around. This is boarding school.

~~I don't want to die alone~~ I don't think relationships are all about sex. I just happen to like sex. And as for the rest of the stuff that relationships are all about, I don't think there's many people out there who would like me enough to be in a relationship with me. I think there's a lot of people who maybe think that sex is all I'm good for. ~~And I'm one of those people~~

It doesn't matter. ~~because if I asked you, you'd feel even more uncomfortable. I guess I'll just stick to asking Justin for sex advice.~~

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