jrpushing (jrpushing) wrote,
@ 2012-02-23 09:22:00

July 23, 3 am
...

...

Yeah.

IDEK.

WHY! What did I do to deserve all this? Melly, Melia, work, Leslie, and now this. Just... Sigh.

Head. Desk.

Shrug.

This has been a memorable summer.

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Some time later

jrpushing
2013-07-24 08:49 pm UTC (link)

[Melia]

eye rolling so hard as you lie and say me or whatever stupidity when you have a very distinct type and it's not me. you don't want me. don't be nice to me. this is the second time and the first time i overshared and vented and made you mad on your journal because here's some guy trying to act like he's special when he's not. he's not anything. he's just like any other guy. you made that quite clear. you don't want me and that's fine. whatever. i don't care.

that's a lie. i care more than i've cared about anything in my life but you just don't see me and you don't get it and you don't want to. i am going to be alone for the rest of my life because everyone is right about me. i'm worthless. and i wish that i was dead every day. because i hate this. all of it. and no one gets it. no one gets me. and no one cares. not a single person on this earth. i will be alone for the rest of my life, living in this garage, a big fat zero nothing.

and if anything else, you deserve better.

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