jrpushing (jrpushing) wrote,
@ 2012-02-23 09:22:00

July 23, 3 am
...

...

Yeah.

IDEK.

WHY! What did I do to deserve all this? Melly, Melia, work, Leslie, and now this. Just... Sigh.

Head. Desk.

Shrug.

This has been a memorable summer.

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	Josh southernbabe 2013-07-24 05:04 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. I'm fine. How dare she? Can she lick you? YOU DON'T JUST ASK A QUESTION LIKE THAT! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Melia jrpushing 2013-07-24 05:05 pm UTC (link)
	Um why? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Josh southernbabe 2013-07-24 05:07 pm UTC (link)
	~~Oh. I see. You want her to. I... I'll see myself out.~~ I just think it's rude... (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Melia jrpushing 2013-07-24 05:09 pm UTC (link)
	Did I upset you by talking again? Are you mad? Why are you so mad? And now you're offering to lick me? I don't understand... This is really confusing. It's not like anyone else wants me... (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Josh southernbabe 2013-07-24 05:10 pm UTC (link)
	No, I'm not upset, Josh. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to like... jump into your conversation. That was rude of me. ~~Right. No one else wants you.~~ (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Melia jrpushing 2013-07-24 05:18 pm UTC (link)
	It's ok. It's actually kinda funny. Why are you so upset about it? I love you, Melia. ~~Like i'm in love with you~~ You're being protective ~~I think?~~ I'm just confused. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Josh southernbabe 2013-07-24 05:21 pm UTC (link)
	I dunno. I guess she just... I just don't like her. I love you, too, Josh. ~~Why can't you say it and mean it?~~ Yeah. Just being overprotective. You know. After everything with Gray. I know what it's like to be pushed. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Melia jrpushing 2013-07-24 05:23 pm UTC (link)
	I was pushed, too. Why? Is she like Melly, too? I don't need another one of those being possessive and rude pushing me things. Are you mad at me? You get quiet when you're mad... (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Josh southernbabe 2013-07-24 05:25 pm UTC (link)
	What do you mean like Melly? ~~She's a whore. Is that what you're asking me?~~ I doubt she would be possessive. No, Josh. Of course not. I'm not mad at you. I love you to pieces. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Melia jrpushing 2013-07-24 05:28 pm UTC (link)
	Like if she's a bitch or gets around or stuff. If she just wants to use me. ~~At least someone wants something. I'm so tired of being alone and being here and I just don't want to be here anymore. Or exist really.~~ (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Josh southernbabe 2013-07-24 05:29 pm UTC (link)
	She gets around, but I guess she's not a bitch. ~~I hate her.~~ She's been with Ollie since forever. You know that. I dunno what she wants... apparently, she wants to lick you. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

Melia

jrpushing
2013-07-24 05:40 pm UTC (link)

Oh. You're jealous because she has the guy you want, the one that jumps to your defense and rescue and you let comfort you about Gray. She's in the position you want. Just like Teddy. And Shane. And everyone that wants to jump the Melia train. Yeah... Of course you were just being protective. Why would you be interested in a guy like me when you've got all of that?

Oh. I'm not a cheater. I was just lonely and confused I guess. Maybe it doesn't mean as much as I think and if I get it out of the way...

I dunno. Shutting up now

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	Josh southernbabe 2013-07-24 05:45 pm UTC (link)
	I know you're not a cheater. Is there any way I can help your confusion? I think it means something, but I understand if you want to get it out of the way. You don't have to shut up. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Melia jrpushing 2013-07-24 05:51 pm UTC (link)
	It's ok. Thanks. (Reply to this)(Parent)

	Melia jrpushing 2013-07-24 05:10 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe Tallie and Leslie are right... (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Josh southernbabe 2013-07-24 05:11 pm UTC (link)
	About what? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Melia jrpushing 2013-07-24 05:16 pm UTC (link)
	That I should get out and not be such a tightwad. Maybe they're right and it doesn't mean anything and I should just have fun. Why did you say you would lick me? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Josh southernbabe 2013-07-24 05:18 pm UTC (link)
	~~Oh.~~ There's nothing wrong with wanting it to be special, though. ~~Because I love you. And I want to be the one licking you.~~ (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Melia jrpushing 2013-07-24 05:20 pm UTC (link)
	I want it to be special. Why'd you say that thing? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Josh southernbabe 2013-07-24 05:22 pm UTC (link)
	I was trying to help you fend off her advances. ~~I didn't realize you wanted them.~~ (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Melia jrpushing 2013-07-24 05:25 pm UTC (link)
	Oh. ~~I thought maybe you were offering and you wanted me or cared or something.~~ (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Josh southernbabe 2013-07-24 05:25 pm UTC (link)
	I thought you would want my help. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Melia jrpushing 2013-07-24 05:28 pm UTC (link)
	Thank you (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	about ten minutes later southernbabe 2013-07-24 05:34 pm UTC (link)
	[Josh] ~~Shame you didn't want my help.~~ Offer stands, though. If you want to be licked ~~by someone that actually cares and doesn't have diseases~~. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)