| Glass Hearts and Grave Stones |
[15 Oct 2004|08:51am] |
I talked to Jessica last night. And yet again I had to miss her show. I promised I would call in next week though, although if Jamie and Ari are here...I'll really have to try and remember. I also talked to Kaila...but she only talks to me to find out what's going on with Greg. Talked to Emily too, but she left me around 11 for a movie. So of course I just sat around and played Mahjong and talked to Jessica. Saw some pictures, how lovely! <3 I tried to call Sam, but it was busy...sad, very very sad. I probably then worked on a couple new songs. Went to bed around 12:30...
Woke up around 9am...talked to JESS...made fun of things. Then I realized I had homework in COMP165...didn't do it. Woops...and so I went to class...it sucked for an hour. I came back chatted with Benny. Also worked on a couple songs. I really need GarageBand dammit. I wish it would work on this machine...but then I would have an 8GB download haha I guess it'll be best to just wait.
Emily is going back to VT today...lucky. I wish I could go back to.
REMINDER ::: ASK ROB FOR EXTRA GARAGEBAND CDs!!!
Maybe I'll post my lyrics soon, at least what I have got, I've already shown a couple people, and so far they like them. So that's good. Alright, well I might go to lunch but probably not since I don't feel like eating...and I'll be back at 3 when class is over...w00t.
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| I Love You. |
[15 Oct 2004|08:51am] |
Read the lyrics to these songs because they're probably for you...
10 weeks we shaped it,
in one night you ruined it.
Torn out my chest and layed at your feet.
That first step you took was the worst, since then you've walkeda thousand miles in silence and short remark.
I still have these memories,
but we'll never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked of where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember,
because that's all you can do.
We'll never make another memory.
I WISH I HAD DIED IN YOUR ARMS THAT LAST TIME WE WERE TOGETHER,
so I wouldn't have to wait without you today.
This time,
I thought things were real.
And you said they were.
What happened?
You were a priority.
Was I an option?
I let you see the side of me I don't show anyone.
Promises are just words until they are fulfilled.
You knew from the beginning that all I had to offer you was my heart.
I'm sorry that wasn't enough.
So we'll go our own ways and hopefull you'll remember all the things I told you.
Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was a sincerity.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
but I guess I've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake.
I just wish the story didn't have to end this way.
Because I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.
----
200 miles away from home.
200 miles beneath this lake is where my heart belongs, but you don't care at all.
You wouldn't even smile if I were screaming as the water filled my lungs.
You demand to be chased for your love.
My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long.
But you don't care at all.
There's nothing I can do to draw you close to me.
Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again?
I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you.
I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow.
Please be home tonight.
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right.
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel every time you're here.
What would it take for me to be with you?
I swear I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed.
Please be impressed.
I'd go so far to please you but I bet you wouldn't care at all.
Hopeless love, please leave me.
This broken heart is far to weak to run for you this long.
Why don't you care at all?
I'm dying for a place in your heart.
Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again?
I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you.
I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow.
Please be home tonight.
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right.
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel every time you're here.
Hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me?
This broken heart is too weak to hold your weight.
And now I regret the day we met.
And help me forget your name.
---
I miss you a lot and I am always thinking of you. You meant the world to me in every such way. To hold you once again is something only I can dream. To feel your soft breathing, you crazy ideas, your everlasting smiles...I would give anything xox
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| Sing The Sorrow |
[15 Oct 2004|08:52am] |
Emily: < this is because u imed me the other day>
Emily: < this how shocked i will be when i see you>
James Brancaccio: and this is because you called me just to say you hoped i had a nice night *KISS*
Emily: < this is because ur a looser for not talking to me >
Emily: < this is how i felt when i hadnt seen u in forever
Emily: < this is because i cared alot>
James Brancaccio: you did care?
Emily: < this is cus i still love u>
Emily: < this cus ur silly>
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| Sing The Sorrow |
[15 Oct 2004|09:11am] |
Emily: < this is because u imed me the other day >
Emily: < this how shocked i will be when i see you >
James Brancaccio: and this is because you called me just to say you hoped i had a nice night *KISS*
Emily: < this is because ur a looser for not talking to me >
Emily: < this is how i felt when i hadnt seen u in forever
Emily: < this is because i cared alot >
James Brancaccio: you did care?
Emily: < this is cus i still love u >
Emily: < this cus ur silly >
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| Glass Hearts and Grave Stones |
[15 Oct 2004|11:58am] |
I talked to Jessica last night. And yet again I had to miss her show. I promised I would call in next week though, although if Jamie and Ari are here...I'll really have to try and remember. I also talked to Kaila...but she only talks to me to find out what's going on with Greg. Talked to Emily too, but she left me around 11 for a movie. So of course I just sat around and played Mahjong and talked to Jessica. Saw some pictures, how lovely! <3 I tried to call Sam, but it was busy...sad, very very sad. I probably then worked on a couple new songs. Went to bed around 12:30...
Woke up around 9am...talked to JESS...made fun of things. Then I realized I had homework in COMP165...didn't do it. Woops...and so I went to class...it sucked for an hour. I came back chatted with Benny. Also worked on a couple songs. I really need GarageBand dammit. I wish it would work on this machine...but then I would have an 8GB download haha I guess it'll be best to just wait.
Emily is going back to VT today...lucky. I wish I could go back to.
REMINDER ::: ASK ROB FOR EXTRA GARAGEBAND CDs!!!
Maybe I'll post my lyrics soon, at least what I have got, I've already shown a couple people, and so far they like them. So that's good. Alright, well I might go to lunch but probably not since I don't feel like eating...and I'll be back at 3 when class is over...w00t.
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» I Love You.
Read the lyrics to these songs because they're probably for you...
10 weeks we shaped it,
in one night you ruined it.
Torn out my chest and layed at your feet.
That first step you took was the worst, since then you've walkeda thousand miles in silence and short remark.
I still have these memories,
but we'll never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked of where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember,
because that's all you can do.
We'll never make another memory.
I WISH I HAD DIED IN YOUR ARMS THAT LAST TIME WE WERE TOGETHER,
so I wouldn't have to wait without you today.
This time,
I thought things were real.
And you said they were.
What happened?
You were a priority.
Was I an option?
I let you see the side of me I don't show anyone.
Promises are just words until they are fulfilled.
You knew from the beginning that all I had to offer you was my heart.
I'm sorry that wasn't enough.
So we'll go our own ways and hopefull you'll remember all the things I told you.
Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was a sincerity.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
but I guess I've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake.
I just wish the story didn't have to end this way.
Because I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.
----
200 miles away from home.
200 miles beneath this lake is where my heart belongs, but you don't care at all.
You wouldn't even smile if I were screaming as the water filled my lungs.
You demand to be chased for your love.
My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long.
But you don't care at all.
There's nothing I can do to draw you close to me.
Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again?
I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you.
I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow.
Please be home tonight.
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right.
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel every time you're here.
What would it take for me to be with you?
I swear I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed.
Please be impressed.
I'd go so far to please you but I bet you wouldn't care at all.
Hopeless love, please leave me.
This broken heart is far to weak to run for you this long.
Why don't you care at all?
I'm dying for a place in your heart.
Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again?
I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you.
I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow.
Please be home tonight.
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right.
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel every time you're here.
Hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me?
This broken heart is too weak to hold your weight.
And now I regret the day we met.
And help me forget your name.
---
I miss you a lot and I am always thinking of you. You meant the world to me in every such way. To hold you once again is something only I can dream. To feel your soft breathing, you crazy ideas, your everlasting smiles...I would give anything xox
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