How...? [15 Sep 2004|09:12am] I am still so confused as to why someone like myself could let or rather have something happen so great happen to themselves. I can remember going to church and seeing Sammy sitting infront of me. At the time yes, even THEN many years ago I thought she was cute, I had no idea who she was, where she was from, or ANYTHING. Probably 6-7 maybe even more years later I started talking to her on AIM. All because of her away message. Actually she had IMed me before, dunno how she got my SN, but yeah...her away message attracted me and led me to IM her. After that we got to know eachother, I had forgotten about the church thing then, but after seeing several images and talking about church and how we had gone to the same one, I knew it had to be her. Let me tell you, these new pictures were HAWT! So yea, we chatted, webcamed, called eachother on the phone, all that fun stuff for the next 2 years I think it was. We became really good friends. She was someone I could count on to listen to me, someone who I could call a friend. It was really cool, and I had ALWAYS wanted to meet her. I would go there or she would come back to the states. Of course both were seemingly impossible, and it would seem that it would take a miracle to bring us together, to meet. Finally this past summer she came home, like out of the blue too, it wasn't really planned or anything and I had a 3 day notice as to when she was coming home. How could this happen...why?! Was it a miracle, or luck? I don't know how to explain this...I wish I understood, but sometimes I am happy not knowing and just living it. And now that I live it...I love it. I love how we're the best of friends, I can really talk to her about anything, and she can talk to me about anything, the time we spend together is awesome and I wish every minute that I could stop time and just be with her. It just amazes me that something like this is possible. But Sam says EVERYTHING is possible, and trust me you don't want to argue that with her, she'll kick your ass ;) So to the 2 months that I've been blessed by having you by my side, I hope to have another 2 months and many many more just like it! Love you always and forever no matter what <3 xoxox post comment

woot [15 Sep 2004|09:12am] 2 best fucking months...love you sammmmiiiii <3333 post comment

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