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「ζngrid → ℭatchlove」 ([info]ingrids) wrote,
@ 2008-11-27 03:45:00


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I AM FREAKING THE FUCK OUT

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INGRID
[info]catchthislove
2008-11-27 10:53 am UTC (link)
Are you okay!

I mean really. I know you're close and everything and I REALLY haven't talked to you in forever and I just want to know where your head is at.

Even if you just spilled a bunch of panicked looking ink.

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GRETA
[info]ingrids
2008-11-27 10:55 am UTC (link)
I DON'T WANNA I DON'T WANNA I DON'T WANNA I DON'T WANNA DO IT AND NOW I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT BECAUSE I HAVE TO DO IT WHY AM I SUCH AN IDIOT I CAN'T DO IT

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INGRID
[info]catchthislove
2008-11-27 10:59 am UTC (link)
INGRID, YOU KNOW I HATE TO BE PRACTICAL, BUT YOU ARE LIKE EIGHT AND SOME MONTHS TOO LATE TO BE BACKING OUT.

You are going to be FINE. It is going to be okay, you know that, right? Because even if Mum and Dad and you are still not speaking or whatever it is that is going on-----have you made up?-----Man, why do I not even know this---- You have me! And you have Christian, of course. And Kirby, and Stefana, and Fredrick.

You're not alone, my older-by-six-minutes sister. I PROMISE. Why do you think you can't do it? :(

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GRETA
[info]ingrids
2008-11-27 11:05 am UTC (link)
I KNOW I KNOW :(

BECAUSE! BECAUSE I AM YOUNG AND STUPID AND DO YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENS TO KIDS WHO ARE BORN TO TEENAGE MUMS? THEY TURN OUT TO BE TROUBLE AND CRACK WHORES AND I DON'T WANT KEVIN TO BE TROUBLE AND A CRACK WHORE. OR WHATEVER THE MALE EQUIVALENT OF THAT WOULD BE. I JUST. I'M GOING TO SUCK AT THIS I DON'T KNOW THE FIRST THING ABOUT KIDS.

I'M GOING TO DROP HIM AND THEN HE'S GOING TO BE EVEN MORE FUCKED UP THAN I'VE ALREADY MADE HIM. AND WHAT HAPPENS IF I POISON HIM OR SOMETHING. OR---I DON'T KNOW. SO MANY THINGS CAN GO WRONG.

I'M FREAKING OUT. IT'S NOT COOL WHY AM I FREAKING OUT NOW. WHY COULDN'T I FREAK OUT BACK WHEN I WAS DECIDING WHETHER TO KEEP HIM OR NOT SO I COULD HAVE DONE SOMETHING ABOUT THIS.

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