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[29 Mar 2008|04:53pm] |
Mm. Yes. That icon is of my sexy fiance. Mwahaha. I love his body. Me and Shay have been doing really well lately. I need to get better at not being so easily upset about stupid things though and just start to let things roll off and ignore them. I'm still really emotional, to a point that's not really healthy for me. But the thing is that so many people are doing small things that annoy me and it all adds up and then I just snap. And I don't wanna make a fuss about the small things to everyone, but when they all add up from them all collectively then it makes me go crazy in a sense.
Like for instance Mom and Dad (my lesbian parents, they are awesome. Renee && Karen, Renee being mom, Karen being dad) everytime they call Shay's phone ask to talk to me. Or whenever we're on our way over, or leave to go get something real fast they always want us to pick up things for them as well and then pay us back, kinda, most times, when we get there. It just is small things over time that's like, If you wanna hang out with us, then hang out with us. Don't turn us into your personal pack mules or errand runners.
My long huge rant btw about my roommate and why he sucks so much, I'm just letting go because it's not worth it. Especially when he asks why I hate him, I try to explain myself and he still doesn't get it. I kinda am just giving up and not caring anymore. Because there is no reason for me to keep trying to get along with someone so bad that really is a messed up combination of me and Shay. He's a total sarcastic ass at all times but is such an emotional litlte emo whiner.
I'm gonna pause now though and update later tonight because I have company over now and don't quiet wanna get all the rest off my chest just yet. Hope everyone else is having a better day then me. :D
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