The Boy Who Lived (hjpotter) wrote,
@ 2008-03-17 22:19:00

Hexed Against Professors and Especially the Headmistress
Ginevra? Don't talk to me. Don't come near me.

Just - everyone, leave me alone. Just leave me alone.

Private to Ron

Your sister. I -

/Private

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	athenaspupil 2008-03-18 04:11 am UTC (link)
	Harry, what in the world is going on? What's happened? (Reply to this)(Thread)

	Hermione hjpotter 2008-03-18 04:18 am UTC (link)
	Dear Ginevra went off and ratted me out to McGonagall about - the fact that sometimes I can't sleep. So now McGonagall thinks I am a raving sodding lunatic that needs to talk to a Healer and all kinds of shite. I cannot - believe this is happening. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Harry athenaspupil 2008-03-18 04:29 am UTC (link)
	You haven't been sleeping? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Hermione hjpotter 2008-03-18 04:40 am UTC (link)
	It's nothing. Just - not sleeping. But I get a lot of work done instead. It's partly why I'm doing so well in my DADA studies - I'm being really productive, so it's just fine. ~~Not you too.~~ (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Harry athenaspupil 2008-03-18 04:43 am UTC (link)
	It's not nothing. Why haven't you said anything before? Is it your scar or are you having nightmares? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Hermione hjpotter 2008-03-18 04:46 am UTC (link)
	It's not the scar - I just - it's just nightmares but Ron said that he's had some too, Ginny's had some - I', sure you have. Tons of people have! Why should mine be such a big deal! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Harry athenaspupil 2008-03-18 04:53 am UTC (link)
	Of course we've all had them. It's only natural that we would after everything we've been through, but, Harry, you've been through much more than the rest of us. Most of ours have stopped, yours haven't apparently, and that's NOT normal. Maybe it would help to talk to someone. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

Hermione

hjpotter
2008-03-18 05:03 am UTC (link)

Mione - maybe I'm supposed to have them. Maybe I'm supposed to so that way I don't forget, that way I stay ready. What if something else comes, Mione. Everyone will expect me to save the day, and if I don't stay - well vigilant, constantly vigilant - I have to. Maybe these are good things.

Maybe I'm not supposed to be normal. Maybe I'm just supposed to be different. How many other people have died and then come back. I can be okay with this, I just - I can do this just fine. I'm just fine: look how good the Quidditch team is! Look how brilliant the DA is turning out! Really! I'm making do just fine.

McGonagall looked at me like she pitied me, Hermione. It was - so hard to see that. I don't know.

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Harry

athenaspupil
2008-03-19 05:51 am UTC (link)

Harry, you're putting more pressure on yourself than you need to. Sure there might be someone else who might try to do some of the things Voldemort did, but it's not your responsibility to always fix things! You deserve a chance to be normal, to actually live your life now.

The Quidditch team is better than ever and the DA is working wonderfully, but you can't just throw your whole self in those and forget about everything around you. That's not living, that's hiding, Harry, and it's not normal.

I really think you might just want to talk to a Healer. I know you don't want to! However, it might just help. You never know, they might be able to do something for you!

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