Current mood:

disappointed

I am disappointed in people around me, very disappointed indeed. Apparently, they condemn my presence because I tend to stammer in my speech and trust me, I've tried my very best to serve people and it isn't entirely my fault that I can't get into clients' good books, I mean, I can't please anyone as and when I like!

It's not that I am and like to be a loner, I'd very much love to go around in groups of people, laughing and have fun under the sun but there's too many disappointments. I've tried contacting my ex colleagues and friends and all of them never return my cell phone messages.

I wish I can vanish from this world. I'm tired of struggling.