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My little angel turns one in less than a week. Where has time gone? One day she was too small to even crawl, and then the next she's running around, making me chase her from one room to the next. She gets more beautiful as each day passes.

Maybe soon she'll have a little brother or sister to play with. I think she'd like that. She doesn't get to see other children very often - at least not ones that are the same age.

I have a feeling she would love being the only girl - be showered in diamonds and pearls and everything else a little girl could ever want. She's like a little doll I get to dress up and show off. My most valuable treasure.


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Sometimes she reminds me of Evan. You can tell how much time has passed based on the way I can mention his name and feel...well, okay. I feel okay. I miss him every day, there's no getting around that - I always want to talk to him just one more time, and I always want for him to get to meet his niece, but I know that it's never going to happen and I can't keep wallowing over it like it only happened yesterday.

Now all I need to do is make my husband happy so I don't feel like I'm a babysitter for his daughter. That sounds horrible, I know, but I feel like he isn't going to be happy with me until I give him a son. I just need to get his attention long enough to make one...

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I think we should go out this weekend. Maybe even spend the night somewhere? I'll find a sitter for Astrid, if you have the time to spare.

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