Kalista Borgin (hath_no_fury) wrote,
@ 2012-01-16 03:48:00

[Cecilia]

~~I---~~

~~I hate not talking to you---~~

Have you finally come to your senses?

[/Cecilia]

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Cecilia

hath_no_fury
2012-01-16 08:03 am UTC (link)

Does that mean you've made your decision?

If you're taking this as seriously as you should be, there shouldn't be any decision involved at all.

We're supposed to marry a pureblooded man, and provide him with children, and arrange dinners, and get treated like you're this strange woman who lives under the same roof that he has no idea what he's supposed to do with other than get you pregnant because a girl just won't do and-----

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	Kalista cecilias 2012-01-16 08:05 am UTC (link)
	~~I have.~~ ~~What right do you have to know?~~ I have. I am warning you now that you may want to stop your questioning there. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Cecilia hath_no_fury 2012-01-16 08:27 am UTC (link)
	~~What does that even----~~ So, you're just willing to give up everything? For what? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Kalista cecilias 2012-01-16 08:31 am UTC (link)
	Fuck, I knew you would-- I shouldn't have Oh, maybe for a man who treats me like I'm less his property and more like an actual human being with choices and free will? Goodness me, no idea why anyone would want that! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Cecilia hath_no_fury 2012-01-16 08:46 am UTC (link)
	THIS IS NOT ABOUT WHAT WE WANT! If it were do you think I would have-- You know what, forget it. Ruin your life. See what I care. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

Kalista

cecilias
2012-01-16 08:58 am UTC (link)

~~You're going to tell them and cause trouble, aren't you? Go on, run and tell my parents, it wouldn't be possible for you to be any worse of a friend anyway--~~

Kalista--~~auugh~~ I loved your brother more than anything. If he were still-- I wouldn't mind being pushed into marriage. After everything happened and Donovan came along, I was so jaded. I didn't understand or care what it was or wasn't and just wished to forget everything else and if a marriage to a man I didn't know was the way to make that happen, then the sooner the better.

When he left me for that ~~mudblood~~ woman, I was already ruined. But being ruined made me realize how fucked up everything is--and meeting Ca him, I was finally shown a hint of an idea that there was a world I wasn't completely dead to. He's so unlike Evan, but they have one thing in common, and that's that I don't feel like I have to be persuaded to love them. I don't feel like I'm owned.

I'm sorry I've chosen to make my life better than you've been able to make yours. Whether we hate each other or not, I really am sorry for that.

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	Cecilia hath_no_fury 2012-01-16 09:14 am UTC (link)
	I've already lost him. Do you think it's easy for me, to lose you too? I thought we were going to be sisters one day, and now...now I'm not sure what we are. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Kalista cecilias 2012-01-16 09:22 am UTC (link)
	Whatever it makes us now, what's done is done. He's not coming back, and I'm just trying to salvage what's left of myself. Maybe it would do you some good to learn my lesson and realize that you have a choice too. Until then, I suppose we have nothing more to talk about. (Reply to this)(Parent)

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