I was called fat today. I'm not fat, am I? I mean, pregnant, yes. But fat? Have I really put on that much weight? God, if that's true, Tim must hate me ... Oh god. What if he divorces me or has an affair because I got fat?

I didn't think being fat would make me so insecure, but I doubt I'll be leaving this house anytime soon. And I'm going on a diet of crackers and milk. I'm not fat Tim won't have an affair if I do get fat