girlnextdoor (girlnextdoor) wrote,
@ 2011-10-22 12:01:00

Saturday, March 22, 2011: 9AM
[private: readable by Dari]

Everything is perfect. Actually, that's not true. Everything is beyond perfect.

Ed is... Ed. He's exactly the same. He's just... mine.

I don't have to share anymore. I don't have to listen to the girls in the locker room. Well... I do, but they don't talk about him. I don't have to watch him flirt with the other girls on the squad. He's all mine. As far as I can tell, he hasn't so much as looked at another girl since we got together, and I like that. I like that a lot.

The only thing... well... I keep stopping. We do the things we've been doing... you know? I just... stop before we go any further... and I don't know why. It's Ed. I've dreamed about making love to him since I hit puberty. I want him to be my first. I'm just... I don't know. I guess I'm scared. Everything is so perfect. I don't want to ruin it. And I know it's going to hurt. And I just... I don't know.

He isn't complaining. He's completely satisfied with what we are doing. It's just... frustrating. This is what I want, I'm just too afraid to do it.

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[private: readable by Ed]

Daddy almost caught me climbing through the window this morning. I had just closed it when he opened the door. He was trying to surprise me with breakfast in bed. It was sweet, but it scared the crap out of me. We really can't sleep that late anymore. We need to start setting an alarm or something.

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So... I have this extremely hot date tonight.

What is everyone else doing with their Saturday night?

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	Ash cheergirl 2011-10-22 04:38 pm UTC (link)
	I don't think you can ruin it, Ash. That boy obviously loves you. I mean, you definitely shouldn't do anything you're not ready for, but you don't have anything to be afraid of, I don't think. If anything, having sex with Ed will just make everything even BETTER! (Reply to this)(Thread)

	Dari girlnextdoor 2011-10-22 07:00 pm UTC (link)
	You're probably right. I'm just... nervous, I guess. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ash cheergirl 2011-11-18 03:53 am UTC (link)
	Of course you are. This has been a long time coming for you two. Just don't let your nerves keep you from something you WANT, okay? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Dari girlnextdoor 2011-12-05 02:42 am UTC (link)
	I won't. It's just... I don't know. Soon... maybe. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ash cheergirl 2011-12-05 02:46 am UTC (link)
	No one but you can know when you're ready. Don't let your fear keep you from doing something you want, but don't let him push you, either. Make sure it's right for you. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Dari girlnextdoor 2011-12-05 02:47 am UTC (link)
	I will. And you don't have to worry about that... he would never push. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ash cheergirl 2011-12-05 02:48 am UTC (link)
	Good! I'd hate to have to kick his butt! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Dari girlnextdoor 2011-12-05 02:53 am UTC (link)
	You won't have to! (Reply to this)(Parent)

	Ash likeatree 2011-10-22 04:40 pm UTC (link)
	Oooops... Sorry, baby. I just have a really hard time letting you go in the mornings. (Reply to this)(Thread)

	Ed girlnextdoor 2011-10-22 07:01 pm UTC (link)
	It's not all your fault, baby. It's really hard to get out of your bed. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ash likeatree 2011-11-18 03:54 am UTC (link)
	We're going to have to go somewhere for break. Somewhere I can keep you in a bed all to myself for the whole week. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ed girlnextdoor 2011-12-05 02:43 am UTC (link)
	That sounds like heaven. Would you prefer for this somewhere to be warm or cold? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ash likeatree 2011-12-05 02:46 am UTC (link)
	Warm means I get to see you in a bikini, right? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ed girlnextdoor 2011-12-05 02:48 am UTC (link)
	Warm is your best chance for that, yes. I don't typically parade around in the cold in a bikini. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ash likeatree 2011-12-05 02:49 am UTC (link)
	I vote for warm, then. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ed girlnextdoor 2011-12-05 02:55 am UTC (link)
	I second that vote. I kinda like you shirtless. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ash likeatree 2011-12-05 02:56 am UTC (link)
	Is that right? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ed girlnextdoor 2011-12-05 02:57 am UTC (link)
	Yes, sir. Very much, actually. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: Ed likeatree 2011-12-05 03:05 am UTC (link)
	I'm planning to be shirtless later. You should come by and show me how much you like it. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ed girlnextdoor 2011-12-05 03:08 am UTC (link)
	How soon will you be shirtless? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ash likeatree 2011-12-05 03:09 am UTC (link)
	As soon as my girlfriend gets her cute self over here. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ed girlnextdoor 2011-12-05 03:10 am UTC (link)
	Will we still go out this evening if I come over now? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ash likeatree 2011-12-05 03:17 am UTC (link)
	Yes, ma'am, if that's what you want. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ed girlnextdoor 2011-12-05 03:18 am UTC (link)
	It is. I want to put on a sexy dress and go out with my sexy boyfriend. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ash likeatree 2011-12-05 03:19 am UTC (link)
	As you wish, baby. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ed girlnextdoor 2011-12-05 03:21 am UTC (link)
	Okay. On my way. Get shirtless, sexy. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Ash likeatree 2011-12-05 10:34 pm UTC (link)
	Yes, ma'am. (Reply to this)(Parent)

	wrongside 2011-10-22 04:41 pm UTC (link)
	Working! As per usual. (Reply to this)(Thread)

	girlnextdoor 2011-10-22 07:02 pm UTC (link)
	Aww! We'll have to hang out the next time you're free! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wrongside 2011-11-18 03:54 am UTC (link)
	I'd like that! (Reply to this)(Parent)

	mellydarling 2011-10-22 04:41 pm UTC (link)
	~~Hopefully fucking your ex~~ I'm not sure yet. Probably finding a hot date of my own. (Reply to this)(Thread)

	girlnextdoor 2011-10-22 07:02 pm UTC (link)
	Sounds like a good time. Hope you have fun! (Reply to this)(Parent)

	crazy4you 2011-10-22 04:42 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know, but a hot date sounds like fun! (Reply to this)(Thread)

	girlnextdoor 2011-10-22 07:02 pm UTC (link)
	It most definitely is. (Reply to this)(Parent)

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