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Miss Ginny (ginnyweasley) wrote, @ 2008-03-16 20:49:00

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ginnyweasley 2008-03-17 02:18 am UTC (link)

I'm curled up by the fire with Harry, it really is quite perfect, yeah. Where are you at? Private to Neville Did you hear him screaming? He was screaming, Nev, I wondered if the silencing charm could keep that loud of a--I couldn't make him better, he had to walk around the school to check for...I don't know what, but...I couldn't ignore it. I just...went to her. He's going to be so angry, he just wants to pretend he's going to get better, and he's not. How angry do you think he'll be with me, Nev? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

lonqbottom 2008-03-17 02:25 am UTC (link)

Trying to finish this essay. It's taking me a while. Like always. Private to Ginny Usually I sleep rather well, but...I dunno, he has managed to wake me up quite a few times. I don't mind, of course, I could never be angry...but I never know if I should wake him up or not. I dunno, I think I heard screaming. I'm sorry, I wish I could say I hadn't. But he can't pretend that he's getting better if he's only getting worse, Gin. And I don't understand how he could possibly be terribly angry with you. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

ginnyweasley 2008-03-17 02:35 am UTC (link)

Depending on the subject, I rather like essays. But not Transfigurations. It's very difficult this year. I miss McGonagall teaching it. Private to Neville I can't sleep in his bed every night--just because I like to work on my homework very late, and he likes to be in bed by midnight--and I knew that he couldn't sleep when I'm not there...but lately, he's had nightmares with me there. When he's awake, he's just so dead set on pretending he's so normal, that everyone can depend and lean on him...I don't think he wants anyone to know that he's hurting this bad. It's like he's taken it upon himself that life gets to go back to normal for everyone, except him...I don't know. I think he'll be so ashamed to have McGonagall pull this out of him...he'll blame me. He will... (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

lonqbottom 2008-03-17 02:43 am UTC (link)

Oh yes, but it's a bit hard to concentrate sometimes. I wish I could just take Herbology. Private to Ginny I'll say something to him too, Gin. And I know Ron, Seamus and Dean will, too. They certainly can't be deaf to it all. And...he can't focus his anger all on you, if there is anger. Is McGonagall going to speak to him in private, or is she going to have you along with when she speaks to him? Oh, please don't let this be bad. Please. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

ginnyweasley 2008-03-17 02:51 am UTC (link)

I am so rubbish with that subject--I have a black thumb, I am so sad to say. Private to Neville I think...the fact that people know that he's in misery will be the worst thing...he's supposed have saved us all, right? So that we could be safe, and Harry...I don't think it's over, to him. It's why he's so obsessed with the DA, he just has to make sure that we're all ready for when the darkness comes back...but I think I might really need you guys. He has to know that I'm not the only one who sees... She's going to speak to him privately: they have tea regularily, so I think very early this week, she's going to speak to him. I know she'll be able to help him, she's so smart...I just...oh, Merlin. I did the right thing, yeah? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

lonqbottom 2008-03-17 03:05 am UTC (link)

You aren't rubbish at anything, Gin. Private to Ginny But if people know he's in misery, then we can all help him. I know he always said that he had to do it all on his own, but I reckon we all proved to him that he didn't have to, yeah? I mean, I dunno, I always thought that we did a good job of it. She'll help him, Ginny. She really will. And then you guys will be happy. Or happier than you already are, because I know he's happy with you, and you're happy with him. It's so lovely, it is, nothing can stop it. You did the right thing. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

ginnyweasley 2008-03-17 03:48 am UTC (link)

I'm rubbish at sitting still, clearly! Private to Neville I thought we did too...I think what he needs to understand is, it's not still on him. Everybody else is moving on maybe...better than he is? But it doesn't mean that he's alone in his worries...or in keeping things safe. I think his depression is fueling this...he needs help. I think McGonagall can find him someone--if she's not the one, since she now knows everything that's going on. Yeah...we are pretty happy...I just want to get going on the HarryandMe part of our lives. But I want Harry well, as we go forward. I just want Harry to feel free, too. Thank you. I really needed that. She said it, too, but...I needed that from you. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

lonqbottom 2008-03-17 03:56 am UTC (link)

No! Maybe you just need to jump up and down? Private to Ginny I can understand how it can take a little bit more time for him than it did for the rest of us. I mean, I reckon everything is not going to be perfect all the time, it doesn't really work like that. I know how it feels, somewhat. It just makes so much sense when we talk about it, I wish he could see it. Where is there to go still? There's Christmas break, I reckon. I didn't say anything special, Gin. Just the truth. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

ginnyweasley 2008-03-17 04:07 am UTC (link)

Harry has his arms all over my legs, I think he'd whinge if I moved. And actually, I quite like my legs in his lap. I am stuck! Private to Neville I hope that having someone like McGonagall say out loud to him what we all wish we could say will help...I wonder what...he says that he died in the forest, he said that. But he won't talk about what happened, exactly. I wonder if that...I don't know. I just know he needs to let some of this go. Oh, there are still places to go. Places Michael's flirting--for all of its insinuations--never came close to. Yes, but you're one of the people I trust most in the world. So, that's why. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

lonqbottom 2008-03-17 04:17 am UTC (link)

Hm, yes, we wouldn't want you to give him a kick right in the...er, place that doesn't like kicking. Private to Ginny I think so. She's quite good at getting the point across, as I remember from countless Transfiguration lessons. I wish he could explain that to us, I really...don't get it. I mean, I dunno, I know he probably doesn't want to explain it, but can one really die and come back to life like that? My parents aren't coming...back. But maybe something else happen. You mean that special...thing, right? I reckon that's because you've been the one person I can talk to for six years. It's quite a nice thing to have. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

ginnyweasley 2008-03-17 04:30 am UTC (link)

I rather like Harry to remain in this physical condition, so--agreed. Private to Neville I think whatever happened to him in the forest, whatever it is that he won't say, it part of why he's refusing to let anyone help him. Please, Headmistress...help him. Oh, yes. I very much am. I know that's naughty, but...I am. And the same for me. How lucky are we to have had each other this whole way--and unlike the merry trio, I don't think we've ever had a row. I think we need to celebrate that! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

lonqbottom 2008-03-17 04:41 am UTC (link)

As would I. I reckon he agrees with the both of us. Private to Ginny Then it's time to help him. You did the right thing, and it was really brave of you to do so, Gin. You know what's best for him, and you know that he can get help for whatever it is. Oh, no, it's not naughty. I just assumed you, er, had done that already. I hate having rows with people, but I dunno if I could ever find something to argue with you about. The trio don't all seem too merry right now. Do you know what is wrong with Ron and Hermione? They seem...unhappy. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

ginnyweasley 2008-03-17 04:48 am UTC (link)

He just said a very fast yes. And then said I needed to underline it and make it quite bold so: YES. Private to Neville Yes. Yes. I love you so much--thank you, Nev. Well--no. Harry, I think, would rather die than do that here at the school, so--we're quite waiting for break. ...how are you and Linda on that front? You know, I am trying to think of something we would fight about? And...I honestly can't think of a thing. And, yes, they are...oh, it's so ridiculous. I know what they are fighting about, and--can I tell you about it once they make up and then it can be very very funny, because right now, everyone is so angry and hurt and stupid. Let's put it this way: Harry and I accidentally overheard the fight? And we sat there and ate chocolate frogs during the whole thing, like we were at a show. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

lonqbottom 2008-03-17 04:58 am UTC (link)

Then it's settled! That certainly leaves no room for confusion. Private to Ginny It'll be okay. I promise, Ginny. I can understand that. I reckon it's not easy having to share a dormitory with others when trying to...be alone, too. Christmas break? That's soon! Er, but I mean, good luck. Linda and I don't talk about it. Or do it. I mean, sometimes we sorta do it. Not that I don't want to fully do...it, but I uh, never brought it up to her. In case she doesn't want to. Which she probably doesn't. Want to do that. We could fight about...how hard you smack me with a pillow! I could get very angry over that. Or pretend to, at least. Oh! Wow. So it's just one of those Ron-and-Hermione fights, the kind that will calm down in a few days? You pair are sneaky. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

ginnyweasley 2008-03-17 05:04 am UTC (link)

Thank you for clearing that up. Harry Potter, ladies and gentlemen! Private to Neville Okay. I trust you. I know! I think he's nervous, but I'm just excited. But Nev...I can't imagine having a boyfriend as wonderful as you and not thinking about it, indeed. How are you two doing? I mean, I don't have to go rough her up, she's treating you right still? You are asking for abuse--that pillow has your name on it! It has had a taste of the Longbottom and is hungry for more! And I am pretty sure it's one of those. I think we'll be set for hols...and if not, Harry got more chocolate frogs at Zonkos, we'll be set for more fights over the break. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

lonqbottom 2008-03-17 05:11 am UTC (link)

I'm sure he's pleased that we're drawing attention to him. Sorry, Harry. Private to Ginny Even if it takes days. That's to be expected. It's sort of like the signing of the deal, yeah? Not that your relationship with Harry is some sort of...deal, but maybe it makes it real? Because it's another step in life? I can see why he's nervous. I, er, thank you, Gin. But no, you certainly don't have to do that. She's brilliant. You just know that I am no good at defending myself with a pillow so you have to take advantage of me! I know how you work with a pillow, Ginny Weasley. Oh good. No one could possibly be upset with the hols here. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

ginnyweasley 2008-03-17 05:21 am UTC (link)

He's bright red: it's actually quite handsome. Excuse me...that earns a kiss on his pink cheeks. Aw, and now he's blushing harder. Don't be angry with me, please, love. Private to Neville I like that...a signing of the deal...we're already making plans for a wedding and all, this is quite like the penultimate step to that. I mean, yes, he needs to get a bloody ring and make it official, all of that, but--this makes it really real. And good: just know, I can be an enforcer if need be, good sir. I am an assasin of the feather beds, let it be known far and wide through the lands! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

lonqbottom 2008-03-17 05:30 am UTC (link)

Don't you ever get angry with her, Harry Potter. Please? Aha! Good show, you pair. Private to Ginny You - what?! A wedding? So soon? Before you even leave Hogwarts? Or right after? I don't think I'd be mean to her if she did hurt me, anyway. I mean, I'm sure she'd have her reasons. For ending things, if she ever wanted to, I mean. But alas, you are also key to getting a good night sleep, especially when if front of a fireplace. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

Private to Neville ginnyweasley 2008-03-17 05:37 am UTC (link)

Sorry, we kind of took a little snog break. Anyway! Yes: I meant to tell you during the sleepover, but--Harry asked me to marry him--this necklace of mine, it's a...promise of sorts, that he'll propose for real once I figure out what it is that I want. I think I'm going to leave Hogwarts with your class. I just want to play Quidditch professionally, and...I think I'm quite good as it is to get a job if I was injured...but more importantly, I feel like I belong with you guys--you and Ron and Mione and of course Harry. So: if I go through with it...maybe we'll get married this summer? Or even live together for a year and get married then...we're not sure yet. If things ended with you both, and she hurt you? I'd make her bleed, I don't care what her reasons are. I am Team Neville, no questions. ...I think I need to get another pillow. One for loving...and one for fighting. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

Private to Ginny lonqbottom 2008-03-17 05:44 am UTC (link)

How lovely. For you. Right. Snog breaks are good, I reckon. WHOA Sorry, I knocked my ink over again. But are you really? Going to leave with us? Your mum, does she know? Your dad? I can't say I don't like the idea, Gin, you've always been there for everything, it seems. But wow. You know I'd come see you playing. Your number one fan certainly can't miss any games, now can he? That is actually rather beautiful. No! Don't do that. I reckon it'll be okay, Gin, we don't even have to, you know, worry about it. I don't think. Fight Harry with the fighting one! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

Private to Ginny ginnyweasley 2008-03-17 05:58 am UTC (link)

I certainly do reckon. I think the world needs more of them, personally. I haven't told them. I've mentioned it to Ron...but I've really talked to the twins, since they left early, and they said there's been no harm. If I wanted to work in the Ministry, like rise up, I'd need to finish, but otherwise...it's just about how well I can chuck a quaffle. Which--can't be taught here. Besides...I just want to be with you all. Wouldn't that be perfect! The five of us, having a right good time! Okay. I shall draw my wand back then... Yes! Harry lovey, here comes Colonel Pillow of Vengence...Neville gets Captain Pillow of Love. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

Private to Ginny lonqbottom 2008-03-17 06:18 am UTC (link)

I'm going to agree with you on that, just don't tell anyone. I hope your parents don't get angry. But I reckon they've forgiven the twins, anyway, so it wouldn't be fair to hold a grudge against you for it. And most people don't even know what they want to do even after they leave, and you already seem to know. I think that's perfect. Thanks, Gin. I hope he doesn't give me the Potter Glare later on tonight before bed now. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Private to Neville ginnyweasley 2008-03-17 06:27 am UTC (link)
	Darn, there goes that skywriting I was going to do...! I think so, too. Have you decided what you want to do next? Other than be my bestie and have sleepovers wherever we end up? We'll just steal his glasses! Then he'll think he's giving you the Potter Glare, but he's actually frowning oh so hard at a pair of socks or something of the like. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Private to Ginny lonqbottom 2008-03-17 06:33 am UTC (link)
	It's a good thing I stopped you! Silly Gin. Something with Herbology, of course. I'd love to...try and find a way for plants to help people. You know. Help them with their injuries and such. Good idea! He won't be able to see what is going on. Cruel, but yet I think it's needed. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Private to Neville ginnyweasley 2008-03-17 06:38 am UTC (link)
	You stopped me...this time... I think you would be positively brilliant with that! You need to find something that helps bruises heal quicker. That's the bane of my existence. I must heartily agree. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

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