r α κ (flower) wrote,
@ 2012-09-05 01:34:00

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[PRIVATE] Ugh this is miserable what's even the point--- I just need to---[/PRIVATE]

[OCTAVIUS] I don't want to be Can we I do not understand how I miss Hi ?[/OCTAVIUS]

[KENDALL] Kendall, can we talk? You don't have to say anything if you don't want to, but I really just want to get over this... issue. [/KENDALL]

[DANIELLE] Is it alright if I made multiple impulse buys for Cole today? And yesterday? I just constantly want to buy him things. ~~And shopping is therapeutic~~ [/DANIELLE]

[THOMAS] You're not going to that party, are you? [/THOMAS]

~~Where can you buy goats?~~ Fall is definitely the season that smells the best!

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	Octavius flower 2012-09-05 11:39 pm UTC (link)
	Oh, well that's thoughtful of him. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Rose dinglealltheway 2012-09-06 12:39 am UTC (link)
	He does have his moments. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Octavius flower 2012-09-06 01:19 am UTC (link)
	I Octavius, I don't want to be fighting, and I miss you. But-- I still feel upset. So-- so I don't know what to do. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Rose dinglealltheway 2012-09-06 01:23 am UTC (link)
	I don't know what you want me to say, Rose. I told you I wasn't mad, but it still bothers you. I can't instantly change how I feel, and it doesn't appear you can either, so... perhaps we need to wait this out. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

Octavius

flower
2012-09-06 01:57 am UTC (link)

Wait out for what? For everything to magically disappear? It bothers me because I do not understand how you could say that! It upsets me that it doesn't bother you, I don't want my boyfriend thinking--- that there is someone else in my life more important than him.

I can't to fix something that I don't even know--- I feel like I have to stop being friends with Thomas to fix this! And I know you never said that, but I don't know what else I can do to show you otherwise. There is nothing going on, I don't treat him differently, it's not--- it's nothing, we're nothing. Octavius please, just-- take it back.

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Rose

dinglealltheway
2012-09-06 02:22 am UTC (link)

Rose, I don't think there is anything going on between you and Thomas. Kendall told you that you treat Thomas as if you are dating him, and I agreed, not because I think you have feelings for him, but because you do treat him more intimately than the average friend. Perhaps that speaks to the history of your friendship, I couldn't say, but I don't think you're carrying on behind my back. It took me a while to learn that, I will admit, but I'm as comfortable with the situation as I will get. It doesn't bother me because I can handle there being two important men in your life, even if I don't fully understand whatever bond you have with Thomas.

So I'm not taking back something that I think is the truth, Rose. But I told you I'm not mad about it, I've said I don't think you have feelings for him, so what more can I do?

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	Octavius flower 2012-09-06 06:27 pm UTC (link)
	~~It's not about--- That's not fair, acting like---~~ Do you love me? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Rose dinglealltheway 2012-09-06 06:37 pm UTC (link)
	I don't think that now is the best time to be asking that question. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Octavius flower 2012-09-06 06:47 pm UTC (link)
	How could you say that? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Rose dinglealltheway 2012-09-06 06:58 pm UTC (link)
	Because I don't understand what that has to do with the problem we are discussing. Because I feel as if this some sort of trump card you're using to win or divert from the argument. Because the first time I use that word is not going to be in a fight. I have a lot of reasons. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

Octavius

flower
2012-09-06 07:52 pm UTC (link)

It's not a trump card, I don't care about winning anything. I am asking because I love you but if you don't love me, and you don't want to move in with me, and you don't understand why I act they way I do with my friends, then what could possibly--- I don't know if--- while you may be perfectly fine with this understanding of yours, I cannot continue to function like you are pardoning me. How am I--- how can I even mention him to you, look at you and shamelessly--- he's my best friend, and you don't understand why?

So I need to know.

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Rose

dinglealltheway
2012-09-06 08:26 pm UTC (link)

Rose, do I have to actually remind you that you said we should move in together as some sort of---way to prove what Kendall was saying wasn't true?

Look, I understand you and Thomas are friends, that's what I've been trying to say the whole time. I don't need to pardon you or absolve you for that, and I disagree that I've been acting as if I have. I'm not even asking you to change how you're acting. If you feel as if you can't mention Thomas to me without feeling ashamed, I can't help you, Rose, because I didn't ask you to feel that way, nor would I want you to.

So no, I'm sorry, but---I don't think I love you in the way you need me to right now.

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	Octavius flower 2012-09-06 10:35 pm UTC (link)
	It was a--- you practically broke out into frenzied hives at the mere suggestion--- "at a later junction"--- you don't even realize--- Octavius I see. I don't think we should talk anymore. (Reply to this)(Parent)

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