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r α κ ([info]flower) wrote,
@ 2012-09-05 01:34:00


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[PRIVATE] Ugh this is miserable what's even the point--- I just need to---[/PRIVATE]

[OCTAVIUS] I don't want to be Can we I do not understand how I miss Hi ?[/OCTAVIUS]

[KENDALL] Kendall, can we talk? You don't have to say anything if you don't want to, but I really just want to get over this... issue. [/KENDALL]

[DANIELLE] Is it alright if I made multiple impulse buys for Cole today? And yesterday? I just constantly want to buy him things. And shopping is therapeutic [/DANIELLE]

[THOMAS] You're not going to that party, are you? [/THOMAS]

Where can you buy goats? Fall is definitely the season that smells the best!


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Rose
[info]kjbroadmoor
2012-09-05 03:08 am UTC (link)
I distinctly remember trying this before and it backfiring massively in my face.

What else is there to---


I suppose, but I really don't know if there is anything to say that hasn't already been said.

I'm not apologizing again.

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Kendall
[info]flower
2012-09-05 03:19 am UTC (link)
Well, I want to apologize, for yelling at you and assuming-- things, because I really want to put this behind us, so-- I'm sorry, for being emotional. It wasn't right to blame you for my problems that aren't about us. And, so--- I also miss you at yoga! I mean, I haven't been going because I wouldn't go without you, but...

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[info]kjbroadmoor
2012-09-05 03:28 am UTC (link)
Oh well-- I should ignore you for a week anyways just so---

I miss yoga too.

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Kendall
[info]flower
2012-09-05 03:36 am UTC (link)
Good thing we have a remedy for that, yeah?

Also, I was thinking we should buy matching mats. I don't mind having a boy coloured one so you don't have to have a flowery one.

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Rose
[info]kjbroadmoor
2012-09-05 11:32 pm UTC (link)
I am manly enough to handle a flowery one, but since I have the option I vote we get green mats.

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Kendall
[info]flower
2012-09-05 11:42 pm UTC (link)
Ha, I am going to remember that for the future.

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Rose
[info]thomases
2012-09-05 09:51 am UTC (link)
Do you really think I was invited to that party?

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Thomas
[info]flower
2012-09-05 01:56 pm UTC (link)
I don't know, crazier things have happened! The Canons are ranked eleventh and not dead last. I am currently, and intensely, researching goat prices to with serious intent on purchasing one. I can't think of anymore examples at the moment.

But that's not why I'm asking. I mean--- you have to help me and tell me I don't have to go. Because it was an invitation, that came in the mail and now I feel like I have to go--- tell me I don't have to go.

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Rose
[info]thomases
2012-09-05 09:53 pm UTC (link)
You don't have to do anything you don't want to do.

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Thomas
[info]flower
2012-09-05 10:43 pm UTC (link)
No If you don't say it then I won't have nothing to look back on, so then I'll cave and then--- oh! I can make plans at the same time! What are you doing Friday?

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Rose
[info]thomases
2012-09-05 10:48 pm UTC (link)
I'm--- probably hanging out with Samantha, if she's not busy.

You don't have to go if you don't want to! Why do you need anything more? Octavius won't make you do anything.

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Thomas
[info]flower
2012-09-05 10:53 pm UTC (link)
I don't know if Octavius will be attending, we have not been talking lately. You don't think

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Rose
[info]thomases
2012-09-05 11:09 pm UTC (link)
Rose. You are your own person. You determine every minute of your life. If you do not want to attend this party, then do not attend this party. It's being thrown by the bloke you had a one-night stand with and it's celebrating the one that the rags said you hooked up with. It would be an awkward situation for anyone.

Don't go. I'll tell Samantha that----


Wait---why have you not been talking?

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Thomas
[info]flower
2012-09-05 11:31 pm UTC (link)
Wow. That's just--- wow. Thank you.

Because! Because I am upset with him over--- something. What Kendall said. And he didn't--- he may have said he agreed, with it--- which upset me, hence the not talking. Part.

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Rose
[info]curador
2012-09-05 09:52 am UTC (link)
I can't deny that!

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Danielle
[info]flower
2012-09-05 02:05 pm UTC (link)
Wonderful! I also got him this shirt, even though that's not saying much right now with current rankings... it's an investment purchase.

I'll be over soon to drop everything off!

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Rose
[info]curador
2012-09-05 09:52 pm UTC (link)
He'll be a Catapult fan for as long as you're on the team! Or at least until Donovan forces allegiances on him, which I'm sure will occur. But I'll push for you team!

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Danielle
[info]flower
2012-09-05 10:33 pm UTC (link)
That is fair, I accept this.

Do you have any motherhood stories to tell me? I do enjoy them!

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Rose
[info]dinglealltheway
2012-09-05 06:12 pm UTC (link)
Hello.

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Octavius
[info]flower
2012-09-05 10:28 pm UTC (link)
Um Um

Hi.

I was just--- wondering what's new? Or... what your plans are for the weekend?

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Rose
[info]dinglealltheway
2012-09-05 10:54 pm UTC (link)
Oh
---Erm


Nothing overly pressing, since I can't recall anything. Well, not that that-- What about yourself?

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Octavius
[info]flower
2012-09-05 11:10 pm UTC (link)
Just the United match. Does that mean Charlie's not you won't be going to Charlie's party?

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Rose
[info]dinglealltheway
2012-09-05 11:28 pm UTC (link)
Of course, good luck.

For Brookstanton? Not bloody likely. Charlie must have deduced this, since he hasn't asked me anything about it.

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Octavius
[info]flower
2012-09-05 11:39 pm UTC (link)
Oh, well that's thoughtful of him.

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Rose
[info]dinglealltheway
2012-09-06 12:39 am UTC (link)
He does have his moments.

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Octavius
[info]flower
2012-09-06 01:19 am UTC (link)
I

Octavius, I don't want to be fighting, and I miss you. But-- I still feel upset. So-- so I don't know what to do.

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Rose
[info]dinglealltheway
2012-09-06 01:23 am UTC (link)
I don't know what you want me to say, Rose. I told you I wasn't mad, but it still bothers you. I can't instantly change how I feel, and it doesn't appear you can either, so... perhaps we need to wait this out.

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Octavius
[info]flower
2012-09-06 01:57 am UTC (link)
Wait out for what? For everything to magically disappear? It bothers me because I do not understand how you could say that! It upsets me that it doesn't bother you, I don't want my boyfriend thinking--- that there is someone else in my life more important than him.

I can't to fix something that I don't even know--- I feel like I have to stop being friends with Thomas to fix this! And I know you never said that, but I don't know what else I can do to show you otherwise. There is nothing going on, I don't treat him differently, it's not--- it's nothing, we're nothing. Octavius please, just-- take it back.

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Rose
[info]dinglealltheway
2012-09-06 02:22 am UTC (link)
Rose, I don't think there is anything going on between you and Thomas. Kendall told you that you treat Thomas as if you are dating him, and I agreed, not because I think you have feelings for him, but because you do treat him more intimately than the average friend. Perhaps that speaks to the history of your friendship, I couldn't say, but I don't think you're carrying on behind my back. It took me a while to learn that, I will admit, but I'm as comfortable with the situation as I will get. It doesn't bother me because I can handle there being two important men in your life, even if I don't fully understand whatever bond you have with Thomas.

So I'm not taking back something that I think is the truth, Rose. But I told you I'm not mad about it, I've said I don't think you have feelings for him, so what more can I do?

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Octavius
[info]flower
2012-09-06 06:27 pm UTC (link)
It's not about--- That's not fair, acting like---

Do you love me?

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Rose
[info]dinglealltheway
2012-09-06 06:37 pm UTC (link)
I don't think that now is the best time to be asking that question.

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Octavius
[info]flower
2012-09-06 06:47 pm UTC (link)
How could you say that?

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Rose
[info]dinglealltheway
2012-09-06 06:58 pm UTC (link)
Because I don't understand what that has to do with the problem we are discussing. Because I feel as if this some sort of trump card you're using to win or divert from the argument. Because the first time I use that word is not going to be in a fight. I have a lot of reasons.

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Octavius
[info]flower
2012-09-06 07:52 pm UTC (link)
It's not a trump card, I don't care about winning anything. I am asking because I love you but if you don't love me, and you don't want to move in with me, and you don't understand why I act they way I do with my friends, then what could possibly--- I don't know if--- while you may be perfectly fine with this understanding of yours, I cannot continue to function like you are pardoning me. How am I--- how can I even mention him to you, look at you and shamelessly--- he's my best friend, and you don't understand why?

So I need to know.

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Rose
[info]dinglealltheway
2012-09-06 08:26 pm UTC (link)
Rose, do I have to actually remind you that you said we should move in together as some sort of---way to prove what Kendall was saying wasn't true?

Look, I understand you and Thomas are friends, that's what I've been trying to say the whole time. I don't need to pardon you or absolve you for that, and I disagree that I've been acting as if I have. I'm not even asking you to change how you're acting. If you feel as if you can't mention Thomas to me without feeling ashamed, I can't help you, Rose, because I didn't ask you to feel that way, nor would I want you to.

So no, I'm sorry, but---I don't think I love you in the way you need me to right now.

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Octavius
[info]flower
2012-09-06 10:35 pm UTC (link)
It was a--- you practically broke out into frenzied hives at the mere suggestion--- "at a later junction"--- you don't even realize--- Octavius

I see.

I don't think we should talk anymore.

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