Sea of Bitterness

If you are reading this, than you probably happened to troll on over to my journal through a community for various reasons.

I will be an immature shithead, bitch, <insert other degrading words here> to you if you leave yourself wide open. If you take offense to me, then don't respond because I will respond back to provoke you even further. I don't care if I don't know you. I go off by what you say. I have heard all the clicheic insults found on the internet aimed towards people like me. Obviously you haven't been on long enough to learn to not respond. But of course, people like you just have to get in the last word to seem so hardcore with the keyboard. I don't try and be witty. I'm just being stupid to humor myself and my friends. This does not mean I have no life. I have heard that one as well. If having no life means wasting twenty minutes on the internet for whatever reason that may be, than perhaps your should rethink your own life if you apparently don't have that luxury of time. Of course, if you didn't have that luxury of time then you wouldn't be responding to me in the first place, eh? Or trolling over here. So you DO have the time. 

Thanks for contradicting yourself. 

You're as much of a loser as I am. 

Welcome to my world. :>

Oh. My. God.

The stupidity that has occurred in the past two days just amaze me.

So. Faeryn and Kristin had been hanging out for the week while Jupi(alienfetus) was gone. I just didn't want to socialize with Faeryn for obviously good reasons, so I stayed home/hung out with Jason that week. Well, when Jupi got home and we were in town catching up with things. Jokingly, she text-messaged Kristin how apparently her and Faeryn were totally bffs now. Kristin called back and was like "heeeeell no."

But here's where it gets good. Kristin told us that her and Faeryn were talking about her(Jupi). And Faeryn fucking told Kristin that Jupi wasn't a virgin. And that when Carlos was in town, Faeryn paid for the hotel room in Virginia Beach for Jupi and Carlos to have sex in. Yes. They went to Virginia Beach. But they didn't have sex and they fucking paid for their own room. Jupi and I were dumbfounded by this, so she called Faeryn, who didn't pick up.

She called back later and since this is kind of longish to be writing in paragraph form, I'll do a close rendition of what happened since she was on speaker phone.

Jupi : Soooooo. I heard you're having another pregnancy scare with BJ's baby.
Faeryn : Oh...You must have been talking to Kristin...
Jupi : Yeah?

-conversation continues about Faeryn bawing about useless shit-

Jupi : So Kristin told me you told her I wasn't a virgin.
Faeryn : Yeah. Sorry.
Jupi : ...Because I am.
Faeryn : OH MY GOD. REALLY? I THOUGHT YOU WERE!
Jupi : I am...what made you think I wasn't?
Faeryn : Well, uh, didn't I give you that speech that you were a woman and all grown up?
Jupi : Noooooo....? What did I say that would make you think I wasn't a virgin?
Faeryn : ...Uuuuuh...Well. THAT MUST HAVE BEEN A VERY VIVID DREAM.
Jupi : What...?

Like. REALLY? I don't care how fucking vivid that dream was, that's the kind of dream you would still know if it was real or not. The only thing Faeryn knew about the Virginia Beach trip was just her bawwing at Jupi how she never been there before like she was going to invite her.

It's not that hard to ask somebody if they're a virgin or now. Even still, everyone who knows Jupi KNOWS she's still a virgin. Faeryn likes to fucking act like she knows so much about people. She doesn't know shit about me, Jason, Jupi, or Kristin.

Oh. And she had the audacity to say to Kristin, "About time Carlos lost his virginity (he's in his early 20's)." That's fucking rude and uncalled for on all levels. Just because she's a fucking whore who'll fuck anything that has something to stick into her nasty vagina doesn't mean it's wrong for people to wait to have sex. Plus, Faeryn claimed she wasn't going to have sex anymore until she was married. WRONG. She's having another pregnancy scare (it's like her 8th one).

And she wonders why I don't want to hang out with her by myself (plus, I'm afraid she'll snap and kill me).

A third post in one day! Scroll past if you don't care. I don't care, 'nor do I care if any of you comment or not. I'm not those type of posters, "COMMENTS OR I CUT YOU :@." I'm just rambling, because I'm bored. I would be playing World of Warcraft right now but Jason won't be home until like 2AM. And I'll be sleeping. :D

The internet has been a big part of my life since 5th grade. And to all those trolls out there, rubbing your hands together and attempt to use this as bait...Uh, here you go? I still managed to have friends, have a normal social life, and a job (when I was old enough to get one). Computers in general have been a big part of my life. That's probably why I'm majoring in Networking.

People are strange on the internet. I'm not sure if it's that whole "hey, I'm behind a computer monitor" but for a lot of people, when they get online it seems all common sense and intelligence just goes flying right out the window.

People are hypocritical by nature, but it's the blatant, in your face, kind that just make me tilt my head and go, "Really?" Lets take Scribbld for example.

We have Flamecup and we have Honorcup. You'll be praised and given e-pats if you create a whole batch of honors. But if you create one flame. You're a loser with no life. Nobody cares if you have a friendly debate back and forth through comments. But if you're arguing/insulting with somebody, you clearly have no life as well. Because responding back through e-mail notifications is soooooooo out of my way.

All this totally makes sense, right?

Yeah, sure. I've been called the loser with no life, and yadayadayada. But I've also witnessed this with plenty of other people, especially the anons. If you're a nice anon, you're okay. You don't have to reveal who you are. But if you're a mean anon, then you're a coward and we will find who you are with torches and pitchforks!!!1111

Everyone. Repeat after me.

INTERNET.

SERIOUS.

FUCKING.

BUSINESS.

So. I decided to stay home today. 1) Jupi is out of town and 2) Jason is going to a LAN party. Jason wanted me to go with him, but most of the people there don't like me for one reason or another. The main reason being, I monopolize Jason's time away from them. I dislike the girl who's always there anyways. She's loud, annoying, and won't shut up about her artwork or how she does bellydancing. She's not even really a gamer, so what the hell? She didn't even know how to play Diablo. And Diablo is one of the most simplest games there are. I'm pretty sure she doesn't like me because she has a crush on Jason. So sad.

And the other person who doesn't like me is Jason's best friend who is featured here : http://www.scribbld.net/community/bitchbook/105885.html. As we can see, he's a winner. He even pisses Jason off because according to him, he's just selfish. Which I'm not surprised. He thinks he can measure a person's attractiveness by their tit size. "Kim isn't that pretty, but if she had big tits she'd be really hot." And he's still single. A shocker!

Okay. So that isn't everyone. There are like four other people there. Why hang out with people who dislike me if I can help it? Jason and I are going to spend the entire day together tomorrow anyways.

I've been watching the Flavor of Love marathon. They should have an I Love New York marathon next. I don't care if it's fake, it's hilarious.

You know. I keep saying I'm going to start posting in here more often, but honestly. I don't have anything to write about. I could write about my work day, because something hilarious/stupid always happens.

Like yesterday. I have quite a few scratches on my neck from a Pug. He really didn't want to get his nails clipped, so he lunged at my body for me to hold him. I could also rewrite stories my coworkers tell me, because they always have something hilarious to talk about. But that would take too long.

Or I could be like the two girls that aren't really my friends, but I'll hang out with them if I honestly have nothing better to do; I could lie about everything. "omggggg these guys are stalking me" or "baaaaaaw let me embellish something that happened to me and make it 100x worse." But 1) that's just stupid and 2) I don't have time to remember lies.

And to the people I have added on here. I just want to let you guys know that even though I may not comment on your entries, I do read them. Even though I may not know all of you personally, I do like to read about what other people do in their daily lives. I hope that doesn't come off stalkerish or weird. I just don't comment all the time because I don't have anything to say about that post (or I'm too lazy at the time).

This isn't directed to any of you guys, but a pet peeve of mine are people who expect everyone on their friends list to comment on all their entries, but think they're above commenting on other people's stuff. I mean, that's fine and all, but I've read in other people's blogs where they actually will say, "I'm cutting anyone who doesn't comment on my entries....But I won't comment on any of my friends because I don't have time." That just comes off as an entitled bitch who's looking to become e-popular. Because we all know that will get you far in life.

Bleh. I want to finish .hack//outbreak. I've had it for a few years and I think I'm at the last boss.

-screams- It's exam week! POR QUEEEEEEEEEEEEE!?


I didn't do well this semester. I just got lazy as hell because I took all the unimportant classes this semester. Next semester is going to be super important because I'll be hopefully interning and taking/retaking all my networking classes.

Ooooooh well. No use worrying about it now. I've been WoWing it up lately (which feeds into my laziness of not doing schoolwork). And avoiding crazy ass bitches.

I keep saying I should update here more often, buuuuuut I'm lazy (there's a trend here).

Maybe later.