e s t e l l a (estellerina) wrote,
@ 2009-04-24 17:42:00

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[PRIVATE] I am---I very rarely allow myself to say the not so nice things that run through my mind, but I am sick of----I mean--I understand, but----I am his wife and I---We made this baby, you know, not just----~~I can't do this by myself, it isn't fair--~~ Marcus starts school in September which will be--good, but right now I've got two boys and--I'm glad the season's over but that doesn't mean holiday for quidditch players, and I can't do the hours at the dance studio because I'm bloody pregnant and it doesn't make sense and Marnie is too so Ellie is going to have to take over a lot and I feel bad but I mean

I can't even go out in my cute little clothes because the media will hound us and oh how terrible and---and---THE KIRKES DID IT! WE CAN DO IT TOO AND---MCLAGGENS AND---EVERYONE! Why why can't I be so happy about it, I have to keep it indoors and quiet and----

I WANT TO KNOW THE BLOODY SEX OF THE BABY HE WON'T EVEN CONCERN HIMSELF THAT MUCH HOW-----I SHOULD JUST--------

I AM JUST SO ANGRY! [/PRIVATE]

I need-----lots of things, but I need my allergies to stop making me sneeze all damn day.

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	greengrasses 2009-04-25 12:10 am UTC (link)
	Thank you! Daphne Greengrass just seemed to roll of the tongue! ~~Who's the gian---Oh---~~ Dealing with that much testosterone must be so much for just one woman to handle! Have you looked into child care, of any sort? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	estellerina 2009-04-25 12:25 am UTC (link)
	Well. We had the boys in daycare, but then Marcus ~~started pelting them with blocks and--Jacob of course copied and--~~ decided he was too big to be playing with the little kids, so now his parents and mine take turns during the day, and I'm coming home earlier than usual now, so. It's really not ~~bad--terrible---exhausting----~~ that horrendous. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	greengrasses 2009-04-25 12:31 am UTC (link)
	Still, I can't imagine an extra-set of hands wouldn't come in handy every now and again. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	estellerina 2009-04-25 12:47 am UTC (link)
	Oh, I'm sure! ~~I don't know how much my husband would---oh screw it I'm pregnant damnit--~~ That's actually not a bad idea, I should start looking into something like that. (Reply to this)(Parent)

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