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Kristoff Vernard, aka Kristoff Von Doom ([info]discardedheir) wrote,
@ 2009-08-09 22:12:00


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Flashback: Just Haven't Earned it Yet.
It was a perfectly pleasant morning, and twenty-year-old Kristoff Vernard sat going through things on his desk. First, the finished paperwork for the publication of his third -- and probably final, he supposed -- doctoral dissertation. He'd enjoyed mathematics the most of any of them. It was odd; Doom had never taken much interest in abstract topological dynamics, but Kristoff found it....fun.

Second, the check for those latest safety-equipment designs. He made a note to invest it appropriately. Some of it would have to go to shopping for Vincent; the boy was outgrowing clothes and shoes already.

Third, the newspaper, which he looked over with mild interest -- until he got to page A22. It wasn't a page he tended to study thoroughly, but there was a picture. The subjects were...not apparently in mortal peril or under duress. The cut-line merely read 'Iron Lad and Stature: Heroically giving us something to talk about.'

Kristoff stared at it for exactly twelve minutes before putting the paper down, and walking to his lab.

Fortunately, none of his works-in-progress at the time were important.


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[info]discardedheir
2009-08-10 11:09 am UTC (link)
"The situation must be very difficult. Do not let my irrational stupidity make it too much worse, I beg you." Yes, the stoic dignity was somewhere among the shattered bits on the floor now, and that was certainly no one's fault but his own.
"I hope you can forgive me that eventually. As for, for him, destiny is overrated. If you say he's a good man, he is. The situation is hardly hopeless." Except possibly for certain Latverians who couldn't hold their tongues.

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[info]staturity
2009-08-10 08:02 pm UTC (link)
Cassie still didn't look at him. "I know what you're thinking. You're thinking I've lost my mind. That I don't know what I'm doing." It was hard to keep her voice from cracking but she managed somehow. "I know exactly what I'm doing. And even if you hate what I'm doing it's my life." She took a deep breath. "And I don't care what you think." Yes, she did. "I'm not going to change anything just because you don't want me to."

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[info]discardedheir
2009-08-10 08:12 pm UTC (link)
Kristoff just stood with his head bowed. "I have No Right to ask you to."

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[info]staturity
2009-08-10 08:17 pm UTC (link)
"Good because," And now Cassie did turn to look at him. "We're over, Kristoff." It was a low blow but the things he'd said- he hurt her.

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[info]discardedheir
2009-08-10 08:31 pm UTC (link)
Unable to look up, he knows he deserved to hear that. "Understood, Cassandra."

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[info]staturity
2009-08-10 11:59 pm UTC (link)
She was going to feel guilty for that later but right now? It felt good.

"Is there anything else you want to say?"

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[info]discardedheir
2009-08-11 12:21 am UTC (link)
Kristoff is barely able to keep his feet. It's been five years since he felt this worthless, and this time there is no solace in Standards.

"Only, again, that I am sorry. That you deserve far better than I ever was, and I hope you get it. Goodbye, Cassandra

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[info]staturity
2009-08-11 12:44 am UTC (link)
Cassie had gone over the line, she recognized that, but what more could she say? There was still that sadistic part of her who was glad to have hit a tender point.

She should leave and yet her feet stayed in place.

Kristoff had trashed his lab before she came to talk to him. If she left now he could do worse than that.

"It was never that I deserved better."

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[info]discardedheir
2009-08-11 01:45 am UTC (link)
"I appreciate your saying that," he said, still not looking up.

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[info]staturity
2009-08-11 05:26 am UTC (link)
"...Try not to wreck your lab too much." Cassie said, almost apologetically, before heading for the door.

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