Devon Quigg (dev_ious) wrote,
@ 2008-10-19 19:03:00

[Private]

This is so fucking rediculous.

He's still not home.

I haven't seen him for months, and our one year is coming up.

One year. One fucking year I've spent with the wanker, and he goes off and--

There has to be some way to get him home, or for me to go to him...

[/Private]

So.

I still don't know what I want to be for Halloween.

Any suggestions?

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	[Darren] dev_ious 2008-10-21 01:48 am UTC (link)
	Try. Say you miss me, say something that lets me know you still fucking care. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

[Devon]

hustlequigg
2008-10-21 05:56 am UTC (link)

You think I haven't tried? You think I haven't sat here and scribbled out every fucking form of 'I love you' and how much the need for you is making me go absolutely fucking mad? What good would that do us? It just

It's going make me lose my bloody mind, pining like that. And you too. Eats at me to think of you being that preoccupied with me. ~~I shouldn't~~ I shouldn't be messing up your life like that. It's wrong and selfish and

Fuck, Devon. 'I miss you' just doesn't nearly cover what I want to say. Nothing does. I can't think of words. I want to touch you, smell you, taste you... Gods, Devon, I just want to hold on to you and never let go. And I'm so fucking sorry.

You deserve the world, not its reject.

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[Darren]

dev_ious
2008-10-21 08:30 pm UTC (link)

What was I supposed to think, Darren?

You just...left. You packed up your shit, and you went off to Cuba without even saying goodbye.

You don't have to say anything else. I don't need you to say anything more than what you already have. At least not here. Not written down.

[OOC: OKAY I had to re-write this like, fifty times because I wrote the other replies at like...4 in the morning, and they bothered me because she sounded too emo or something. So HERE IS THE FINAL VERSION.]

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	[Devon] hustlequigg 2008-10-22 01:48 am UTC (link)
	I miss you (Reply to this)(Parent)

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