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dead journal ([info]demoned) wrote,
@ 2008-06-25 22:39:00


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Current mood:blank

lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off
I'm not sure what I'm going to accomplish with this. But I want everyone who's interested in me to get the chance to follow me.

I'm deleting this journal. I just can't take it anymore. It's driving me insane, and hopefully, a fresh start on Scrib will cure it. Yes, it's related to personal life problems, and no, I don't care how this makes me look.

This isn't about me and the other two, this is about me. I need to do what I have to do, and if that's cutting people out of my life for sometime, then so be it. Lynch me if you will, but I'm human. I need time to heal. It's my fault for thinking I could do it in the first place, I know, but hopefully you understand when I say I just cared about them enough to risk it.

...I guess I should say sorry. Especially to my newer friends. I'm not this emotional, but, I guess I need to tend to my wounds rather than rip the band-aid off right after I put it on. I do care about everyone on my friends' list, you're special to me. It's just that I don't want to go through this pain anymore. I want to get it over with so I can be normal again. It's what I want, and it's what I feel is best for me.

There's no secret message here. There's no link, there's nothing here but text. All of you know my email, you can contact me there... though a few of you know me well enough to know what username I chose, and you're free to add me on it.

Provided, of course, that you don't leak it to others.

Again, I apologize. But these are my feelings, and if you can't accept that, then perhaps we should be friends.

My email is cornerbeauty@gmail.com. This defeats the purpose of course, however, I know a few of you might not know my contacts, so here'ss fair game. Please be courteous to me, however, and not leak my username once I give it t you. Thanks.

edit;This journal is still inactive. However, I just remembered the anon love meme, and it seems unfair that people should lose something they probably looked at in moments of depression to cheer them up, so this journal is activated once more. It is not going to be used, however. Enjoy ur dead journal, and defriend it.



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[info]akuma
2008-06-26 07:02 am UTC (link)
Gonna put your address into my contacts and try to email you in a bit.

And I don't think you need to apologize for anything. Just get through the clump and feel better, all right? Love you.

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[info]demoned
2008-06-26 07:07 am UTC (link)
Or you could check livejournal. Not that I'm suggesting I defeated the purpose again.

Oh, I plan on it. And nothing's gonna stop me this time. ♥ Love you, too, Kinky. >:

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[info]akuma
2008-06-26 07:11 am UTC (link)
Tsh. Email is better. 'Specially if I want a bit more of an intimate conversation -- though perhaps IM is better suited for that. I suck at conversating over AIM an' shit, though, so. But I'll keep tabs on livejournal.

Good. ♥

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[info]demoned
2008-06-26 07:27 am UTC (link)
Bah, me too. Email feels less rushed, honestly. But whatever floats your boat.

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[info]yukino
2008-06-26 07:10 am UTC (link)
I'm proud of you. And I'm here for you all the way, okay? I love you, I want to see you get through this. It'll be really hard, but you can do it. ♥♥♥

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[info]demoned
2008-06-26 07:27 am UTC (link)
Why are you so sappy, Inubutt? It's not very sexy. >: ♥ I love you, too, sap.

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[info]yukino
2008-06-26 07:29 am UTC (link)
>( I'LL STOP BEING SAPPY THEN.

GOD AERIA STOP BEING EMO AND TAKE YOUR CLOTHES OFF.

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[info]demoned
2008-06-26 07:36 am UTC (link)
I HAD NO IDEA YOU FELT THAT WAY ABOUT ME, MOI CHERIE~

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[info]rei
2008-06-26 09:42 am UTC (link)
if you ever need to rant, you can email me at kuranrei@gmail.com. Take care of yourself, and do what you need to. we'll be waiting for you ok?

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[info]utena
2008-06-26 11:56 am UTC (link)
As Kitten told you, I can understand your need to get away hun and I hope things change for you later on enough for you to move forward. By the way, I have added you. ♥ I don't want to lose touch with you.

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[info]shattering
2008-06-26 03:38 pm UTC (link)
Well, it's like I told you before, when you're hurting like this you need to pay attention to yourself and mend yourself before you can start thinking about others. I have your email, you have mine. And I'm not going anywhere.

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